A Piece of poetry

Loving you

I was trying to forget,
Drinking those colorful beverages.
Was almost unconscious, but have no regrets.
After all, you started playing this.

I see your face everywhere I go.
Your smell always surrounds me.
Let me go. This is all I want.
But I guess I'm still loving you.

Why is it so hurt?
I'm trying not to believe,
But it's getting worse.
Don't ask me how I feel...

When did I become ashamed?
It's not under my control.
I won't be able to forget.
I won't be able to let it go.