Trigger warning: bullying and suicidal thoughts
Another morning, another day in hell. Having to wake up to go to school where I basically get bullied just come home alone. Sounds pretty fun right? I showered and get dressed to head off to school. As soon as I walked out the door I see my neighbor waiting for me with a smirk on his face. Knowing I was in trouble I tried to walk passed him but instead, he yanks me by my collar. "First off you are late and then you try to walk past me like I'm not here." He snarled at me. " Can't walk something if they aren't there." I shrugged. If I can't get out of a situation might as well add a remark. " You little bitch, you really want to beat into a pub. You're lucky I have a date tonight so I can't do that but I can still punish you." Right after saying that he throws me to the floor and started kicking me in the stomach and chest.
After what felt like an eternity he stopped and walked to school. I stayed on the floor, accepting the fact I'm not going anywhere that he's at today. I eventually got off the ground and walked back inside to see the damage. Pulling up my shirt, I see bruises, an opened wound that I just sewed up yesterday, and the multiple scars I got over the years. I sighed and started fixing up the wound and bandaging myself up this time. Once I have finished up, I sat on my self-made bed and started questioning my existence. Why do I do this to myself? Why couldn't I die like the rest of my family? I could just jump off a cliff....... No, I need to go for a walk and clear my head.
I get up and grab some water and head onto a small adventure. Instead of taking your normal route, I decided to an unusual way. Walk a bit far from home and get a bit tired, thinking about heading back it starts raining causing me to go take shelter in a nearby cave. After entering the cave, I sit down against the wall feeling more and more tired. Getting a bit more comfortable, I end up falling asleep.
A very short time skip
You wake up about 30 minutes later and see it's still raining. "Great I'm stuck in here." Groaning, I eventually get up and head deeper into the cave. Stumbling a bit from the lack of food I end up supporting myself on the wall causing it to light up. Looking at the trail of lights that go deeper into the cave, I think. Don't people die this way, ah yes cave that lights itself up and makes you wanna go deeper like it's safe. After having that lovely conversation in my head I decided to follow the light because what's the worst that can happen, I die? I walk deeper into the cave, taking in the drawings on the wall that glow as I walk by.
After walking for a few minutes I see the drawings stopping and the lights ending at an opening, preparing for the worst I keep going. I unexpectedly stop when I look and see this metallic light blue lion? What the actual fuck. I must be tired. I slowly get closer nervously sticking my hand out. As soon as I get close enough to touch the shield around it, the shield came down the lion roared at me which scared the actual shit out of me.
Then after my mini heart attack, the mouth of the lion opened almost like it was telling me to get in. " You roar at me then expect me to go into your mouth. Do you take me for an idiot?" Yes, the answer is yes. I sighed and go into the mouth of the lion. I see the dashboard of it and find it really cool. The mouth of the lion closed and started grumbling. I felt a feeling going throughout my body as if the lion is in my veins and knows my emotions and thoughts.
Soon the light blue lion started to move and makes its way out of the cave and at this point I'm terrified. Once it has left the cave, it started flying, fucking flying. " Okay, what the actual fuck is happening right now. First, the lion moves and now it flies. I'm dying today." I shut my eyes as the lion goes straight up at a fast pace. Eventually, it slowed down and not going straight up but straight forward, I opened my eyes and saw that I'm not on Sedna anymore. I asked the lion where we were going and I didn't get an answer. Of course, the lion can't talk. I sighed and decided to take this time to take another nap. I tried to comfy and once I could I fell asleep.
I wake up feeling refreshed and more awake to see that we are still flying. I look out and see a big castle-like building approaching. I get more and more nervous the closer we got. We made it and landed in front of a big door. I slowly walked out and head to the door. I looked back and saw the lion walking to this garage thing and I get I'm supposed to knock. I knock t=on the door really hoping no one was home but of course, life hates me. A dark-skinned woman with whitish hair opens the door and looks at me. "Hello, I'm Allura and you might be?" I froze.
It feels nice to finally do this again and hope I can post full chapters and not two sentences.
