Lucky and Unlucky {Dazai x Reader}

Chapter 55: Runaway

~Y/n's Pov:~
I feel someone's arms around me. I open my eyes and see Dazai. He had my head against his chest.

OH MY GOD. DON'T PANIC. Y/N, STOP PANICKING.

It was a long silence.

I feel Dazai pull me closer to his chest.

I'M PANICKING.

I take a deep breath. Okay, I'm fine. This is fine.....

"Do you hate me?" I hear Dazai mumble.

"Why would I hate you?" I mumble back.

"I killed innocent people." He said, "And I didn't care."

I look at him.

His eyes were still closed.

"Of course I don't hate you. That was in the past. I don't judge people how they were then."

He pulled me closer.

I felt him smile.

"It's nice to hear that from you...." Dazai says.

I smile. I looked up at him again, "Why did you tell me all of that?"

"Because, I trust you." He mumbled.

I close my eyes again.

"Y/n,"

I open my eyes and look at him.

"I lost enough in my life, I can't have you be one of them."

I slowly nodded.

"Can you please tell me what happened?" He said.

I look down and sigh.

"I felt a pain in my eye again," I said, "Except this one was different."

"Different?"

"I ran inside the bathroom and it was red. This time it was bleeding. I wiped it off and it was all gone. I went outside and collapsed. That's all I know...." I said.

"Why did you go outside?" Dazai asked.

"I thought because of the cold air, it could help the eye." I lied.

He hugged me tighter.

"You should have told me." He whispered.

"I know.... Sorry..." I say. "I'll tell you next time it happens..."

It was another silence.

He started moving his fingers through my hair. He also started twirling the ends.

I started blushing.

WHAT IS HE DOING.

"Remember how we met?..." I hear Dazai mumble.

"Oh, yeah. What about it?"

"I think that was one of the happiest moments of my life...." He said.

I felt my face blush.

"Yeah.... I think so too..."

After a minute. I hear the curtain open.

Me and Dazai sit up and look.

B/n.

"What are you two doing in the same bed?!" B/n said.

"I-I uh..." I felt my face burn.

He looked at Dazai.

It was an awkward silence.

B/n finally sighed, "I just came to see if you were okay."