The Dark side of the moon ☻︎☹︎

Eight

I got woken up by slim banging on my door very loudly "oh my fuck shut up slim" I said opening the door "well you gotta get ready we're heading out for breakfast before rehearsals" "okay" I said before slamming the door , I didn't in wanna leave my bed but I was kinda hungry, I put grey shorts and a green
Jumper on before putting my shoes on and leaving "morning sun shine" slim said putting his arm around my shoulder "did we have to wake up so early" "it's 10 in the morining that is not early" "yess it is" .

we finally got to the all day breakfast bar ,I ordered a English breakfast and a coffee I don't usually drink it but I needed it today "well I'm excited to see the stage" while slim n that were talking I decided to take a quick nap before the food came which made me happy.
We headed back to the hotel to get ready for rehearsals and for some reason I was always there . As we got to the arena we all headed to the dressing room "ahhh there's Jamison for tonight" colson said grabbing the bottle honestly Iv never seen a man so in love with a drink it's kinda concerning, I sat on the sofa while everyone was playing I couldn't be asked to go out and cheer them on I mean it's just rehearsals. 

after they were done I headed back to the hotel while everyone else stayed out I needed a power nap since I got woken up so early
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I left the others to go check on y/n lucky I had a keycard for her room as I entered she was fast asleep I decided while I was there I might as well tidy her room "colson oh fuck you scared me" "my bad i was just checking if you were okay" I sat down next to her before wiping her eyes "you left your mascara on" "shit" "it's okay I got it" I grapes her wipes and sat down on her bed she closed her eyes letting me wipe the black smudges of mascara I lifted her chin and wiped the other eye "done" "thanks she said giving me a kiss in the check before heading to the toilet ,my eyes followed her like they couldn't get enough my body soon followed her I pushed the door gently open ,she was leaning facing the mirror brushing her hair I could help but stare "yess colson" she said Turing to me ,I shut the door before walking over to her 

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my hair was so knotty, i aggressively brushed it before colson walked in and shut the door behide him ,why did he shut the door?

"yess colson" i said turning towards him 

he suddenly walked over to me and grabbed my face  before kissing it his lips were so soft  i pulled away and examined him face i couldn't understand why he kissed me the kiss kinda left me speechless i wanted to say something but colson had began to leave i tried to stop him but nothing came out of my mouth oh god this is gonna be aqued i undressed before hopping in the shower i couldnt help but replay the kiss over and over in my head

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why the fuck did i kiss her , i walked out before she could say anything to me well i kinda dont regret it i just hope it doesn't complicate anything between me and her but idc if iv complicated anything between her and cam i deserve her more than him but i dont think she sees that.

the others had came back by the time i had left y/n room