My Secret Love❤😚 (Completed)

Part 17

"I knew it, I'm just a mistress to you na? Then, why would you want to do anything with me, specially give me right to be mother of your child, right?" Shehnaaz shouted in helplessness. Rejection pierced her heart, made her realize what she is to him.

"What? Shehnaaz, you are not in your sense right now. We will talk later." Sidharth said to her, he knew, she was emotionally weak and not thinking practically. He turned to leave but she grabbed her arm and pulled him toward herself, with a jerk. 

"No, Give me my baby back or let me go, forever." Shehnaaz said to him, His eyes widen hearing her decision, Shehnaaz was looking at him, with tears streaming down her cheeks. Anger ran through his veins, grabbing back of her neck he pulled her toward him, their faces were inches apart.

"You are not going any where. GET THAT." Sidharth roared, like an angry wounder lion. He wasn't ready to let her go, he wasn't ready to live without her. Shehnaaz is like a drug to him, and he is addicted to her. He pushed her on bed, she was shocked seeing him so angry. Never thought her once sentence could infuriate him so much. 

Not caring about anything, he tore his shirt away and threw it away on floor.

"You belong to me, Shehnaaz. I'll not allow you to go away from me." Sid said as he moved toward her. His voice held something, Shehnaaz never heard before. It held possession. Seeing the fury in his eyes, she should feel scared but amusingly, it didn't scared her even a bit infact, she felt safe.

Sidharth came on bed, his hands went to her shoulder and he tore away the strap of her dress. He leaned and captured her lips in wild rough kiss. Shehnaaz moaned loudly in his mouth as he removed her dress completely. His hands were fondly with her breasts, his touch was rough.

"You really think that, you are just a mistress to me, Right? Then, why don't I show you, what it is like to be my mistress, in true sense." Sidharth said to her, as he broke the kiss. It hurts, like bitch. Hearing those words from his mouth, it hurt her more than anything else. She love this amazingly beautiful man but he doesn't. She is just a mistress to him. She was brought back in reality when he tore away her inner wears and his pants. He came on top of her and parted her legs

A painful shriek left her mouth as he entered her, and started thrusting, in n out, without showing any mercy. He placed his lips on hers, cupping her face in his large palm. The beast in him was out, out for hunt and she is his prey. He had never thought, how his life would be if, she left him and today, when she asked him to let her. It was a big blow to him, he wasn't ready to let her go. 

Shehnaaz weeped silently. He had never been this rough with her in bed. Her nails dig in his shoulder, Sidharth broke the kiss and look at her, look of pleasure and pain was visible on her face and he hate himself for giving her pain but it wasn't in his control anymore. 

"MINE." Sidharth growled in her ear as he pulled out of her and laid beside her, once they reached their climax.

"You are bad, I hate you," Shehnaaz mumbled, covering herself with blanket. It wasn't true, she could never hate him, even if she wants she can never brought herself to hate him. This man has given her so many reason to smile but never given her reason to cry.

"I too hate myself." Sidharth mumbled back. He got up from bed and walked toward the closet, not caring he was naked. He took out his track pants and wore them then, he walked toward the bed.

"Listen Shehnaaz. We are not having baby. You need to understand you are not ready for that. You will put your and baby's life in danger and I'll not allow that. And one more thing, You are not leaving me, tumhe mere saath his rehna hai, whether you like it or not." Sidharth told her before he walked away and went in balcony to calm him mind, before he ended up hurting her more in his anger.

"How can he behave like this with me, Just to prove his point he did all this." Shehnaaz huffed, she moved in her placed and hissed immediately, when pain hit her in her lower abdomen. She was feeling so week

"May be he is right, we should wait for some more time, for baby. I'm so weak, can't even give birth to my own child." Shehnaaz thought sadly. She despise herself for not being strong to keep her baby safe in her womb.

"But, I promise you. One day, I'll give birth to your child." Shehnaaz thought to herself. A small smile appeared on her face, with new hope of being with him and giving birth to his child.

"Sidharth." Taani called out for him, she needed a warm bath to reduce her pain and she can't move without hissing in pain. She needed his help.
"Yes, Shehnaaz" Sidharth entered in room and saw her sitting on bed, wrapped in satin sheet.

"Can you take me to the washroom, Please?" Shehnaaz asked him, cutely. Sidharth nodded and walked toward her.

"Sorry for being so harsh." He mumbled as he picked her up in his arms. Shehnaaz wrapped her arms around his neck.

"I'd never treated you like my mistress and you, stop treating yourself like that too." Sidharth told her, he made her sit on counter then, he went and filled the bath tub with warm water.

"If not mistress then, Who am i to you?" Shehnaaz asked him, suddenly. He froze on his spot, her question caught him off guard. Who is she to him? He asked himself but he himself was to confuse to answer.

"I don't know that. But you are important to me." Sid whispered, more than to her he told himself that. This is what his heart & mind said. Shehnaaz is important to him, more than anything else. She has filled his life with colors. He can not imagine a day without her.

"Take a warm bath, it will help you." Sidharth told her, he removed the sheets from her body and took her naked body in his arms.  He gently placed her in bath tub and then, he left the washroom, leaving her behind who was still in daze after hearing his words.