Just Friends

I can play I will play

Holy ok so were about to play the biggest game we've ever played and I'm unsure I can do it which is just nerves right actually I dont know I feel sick. My mind snapped as i ran to the trash can and threw up i stood there before puking again I felt someone grab my hair it was julie "hey hun its alright breath ok someone get her water" she said rubbing my bag as i threw up again. "Weve got to be on the ice soon" coach said from the door when he saw me he went wide eyed "you playing tonight winston I'll make you sit out" I shook my head "I have to pl-" u was stopped as I threw up again I heard Dean's voice "julie move I got it" i felt him tie my hair grab my hand and pull a stool over "look get them ready I'm with her until shes better we go in 10 minutes if shes still upset she wont play but coach so help me no dont bench her" dean said sternly rubbing my back. "Dean no you go play please in ok really" but as soon as I finished my sentence I threw up again I was scared I wasn't going to get to play. Dean just laughed "no you're staying here for now ok" I nodded as he held my hand "WATER" he yelled and Fulton ran over with his water bottle "she doesn't have one let her use mine" dean made sure Fulton nodded and I drank some of his water "if I get sick it's worth it" dean smiled "this happens when shes nervous shes probably got a panic attack before shes good but they usually come long after her throwing up" coach nods I stepped I away and pulled my Jersey on "I'm playing let's go" I took a breath grabbed my stick and walked out of he change room dean chased me out "if you have a panic attack I will be right at your side say the word and we go home got jt" I shook my head "Portman we have a game to win I'm saying this not as your girlfriend but as the same stubborn bitch you've known for 15 years" I said and pushed past him he just laughed "alright Ally" he walked with me hand in hand we stepped on the ice for the final game coach pulled me aside when we got to the box "are you sure you can play" dean snorted "dont ask her that shes here shes fine" coach shushed dean and looked st me " I can play and I will play understood" I said to coach he made a worried face so I grabbed his jacket "I can play and I will and I wanna be a starter" I let his jacket go and he nodded "alright Ally Dean Adam Guy and Luis starting line. I nodded and stepped on the ice.