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Chapter 1

The music was loud, I could barely hear my own toughts. Everyone was dancing and having fun. I am in fact, also having fun. I'm at a party, a party for everyone, who is going to begin at Lakeside Highschool. It is saturday, so school begins in two days.
The idea behind this party, is to get to know each other. Which i must say, does not work very well. Everyone came with mostly their friends, so I am feeling kind of lonely. My boyfriend, Jonathan, is planning on coming too, but he is late. He had called and told me that he was on the way. I am mostly waiting for him at the moment.
I was holding a cup with some drink. It tasted kind of tropical. I liked the taste, I didn't really know what it was. I had not drank alot this evening. I hate to be drunk, because i do dumb things.
I walked to a couch and sat down. I took a small sip from my drink and placed the cup on a table infront of the couch. I pulled up my phone from my pocket, since i was wearing some jeans and a cool top. I did not really like to wear dresses and skirts. I just felt like they did not suit me, even though mom says it does.
I unlocked my phone and checked snapchat. I had got a snap from Jonathan, he had send a picture of his car. So i assumed he must be close.
I went into instagram and scrolled for a few sec, until i noticed something. Sarah Miller had posted a new picture. Sarah Miller was a huge bitch in middle school. She tried to be friend with me, only to get close to my brother, which i could not accept. She got mad, since i didn't want to be friends with her anymore. I always felt like she bitch starred me and she often gave negative comments after that. I learned to just ignore her, she is just dumb.
I looked at the post and my jaw dropped. It was a picture of her and Jonathan, yesterday apparently. The caption said: "A chill night with my bf<3". I could not belive my eyes. I quickly went into her account and checked the post before the recent one. She was sitting in a car. I examined the picture and noticed, that it was Jonathan's car. She posted this last week. A tear rolled down my cheek. "This cannot be real", was the only thing that went trough my mind. Suddenly Jonathan called. I stared at my Phone for 5 seconds and was still prosessing what i just had seen.
"Hello?", I started.
"Where are you?", he asked.
"I am inside, we could meet on the balcony", I said.
"Alright, see ya", he said. Then he ended the call.
I got up and walked towards the balcony. The door was already open, so i just walked out. I walked to the stairs on the balcony and went down the three steps, which led to the garden. I stood there and waited patiently for him. I wiped some tears and fixed my hair. I didnt know how to feel at the moment. Do i slap him or ask nicely?

After a minute, i saw him coming trough the balcony door. He smiled and waved to me. Then he walked to me.
"Hey, whats up", he said with joy.
"Not much", i answered him.
"Why do you look so down?", he asked and placed a hand on my cheek. He wiped a tear from my cheek and looked worried.
"Are you okay, did something happend?", he asked with big eyes.
"I dont really know", i said and looked at the ground.
"Did someone do anything to you?", he asked.
"I think so", i looked into his eyes.
"Who?", he asked.
"You..", I said and grabbed my Phone from the pocket.
"Care to explain this?", i said. I showed him the pictures, and he quickly looked from nervous to guilty.
"Are you cheating on me?", i cried.
"N-no, it is not what it looks like", he said.
"I-i told her not to post that picture", he said.
"Doesnt help, are you with Sarah Miller?!", i asked.
"No, of course not, she is just a friend of mine", he said nervously.
"Then, Why did she caption with the word boyfriend <3, then?", I asked and put away my phone.
"I dont know, i swear she is just a friend", he said and he did look innocent. I trusted his words and gave him a hug. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the hug. I was just misunderstanding the situation. He would never cheat on me.
I looked behind Jonathan, and saw a familiar figure appear.
"Hey Jonathan", Sarah Miller shouted, to him.
"Fuck", Jonathan sighed and turned around. Sarah gave him a hug and stood beside him.
"Why are you talking to this girl, you know she is a slut right?", Sarah said. A big shook appeared on my face and i looked at him.
"I, no, she is not", he said. He looked really guillty and nervous at the same time. At this moment i realised he had lied. He was really cheating on me.
"He is talking to me, because I am his girlfriend", I said.
"What, I am his girlfriend, I have dated him for 3 weeks now", she said and stared at me.
"Let me just explain", Jonathan tried to say.
"Well, he is not my boyfriend anymore, you can just take this asshole for yourself", I cried and walked away. I saw a ugly smirk on Sarah's face as i walked past.
"Marion, wait!", i heard Jonathan shout in the background. I ignored him and walked inside. I did not know where to go. I just felt empty on the inside. My heart hurted, it felt broken. I looked around and saw the stairs. I walked towards it and sat down behind it. I collapsed together and bursted out crying. He was my everything. Apparently I was nothing to him. My mascara was probably totaly ruined now. Who cares, I barely know anyone here, and nothing matters anymore.