Bad liar

Chapter-27 Rain

Jungkook POV

It's been 2 months since the dinner. we came back home the next day after having a movie night with hyungs. Tae did kill the man who tried to kill us.

Eunnie's grandparents visited now and then, even if I wanted to stop them from coming. I can't caz the kids love them...

I'm currently in the house where tae and I first made love. Taehyungie bought this house for us. Thinking of it makes me blush like a red tomato.

I still remember how Jimin hyung sent 1000 condoms packet in tae's luggage without him knowing...They are so silly, I love it

Taehyungie is at the office and the kids don't care even if I'm gone

I drove here because maybe I can let my feeling out here

I'm getting tired of trying to make them love me, believe me. I tried for 6 months but they don't seem to believe me

Is it that hard to make your own kids recognise their mom...if I have a chance I will kill that witch who took my kids away from me...

It hurts... it hurts to think that I'm a b-bad mother, it hurts to think that I'm not capable to make my kids recognise me, it hurts to know that

It's all my fault that my kids are not with me !!

I lost the little hope I had to this day. These six months are enough for me to know that my kids are happy with me gone...I will stop running, I will do the same thing I did 5 years ago

Leave them

Whenever kim's come to the house she always told smthg to the kids making them hate me even more

I didn't do anything to her why does she have to do that huh...

Author POV

Jungkook looked at the sky, his heart ready to burst not being able to keep the pain, no longer, he looked down as tears started to fall from his eyes

Sitting there alone, misery was written all over his face, He found himself in the depths of misery

He gazed up when he felt drops of water on him, he flashed a small sad smile talking to the rain

"Sky uncle are you crying too? I-im sorry for making you cry, p-pwease don cry okie?" He  tried to speak but choked on his tears

He buried his face in his lap letting out the pain he had been holding all these days while the water drops started to wet him completely

The sky was dreamy, the rainfall became more intense. Just as the boy's crying became louder

Jungkook sobbed hardly remembering all the times when eunwoo said 'i hate you!!' 'You are not our mother' 'go away

He screamed but still, the pain is stinging in his heart, he clutched his heart tightly leaning onto the nearby wall, tears never stopped streaming from his glossy eyes

His throat became dry as his sobs got louder in the rain

He screamed loudly failing to keep his emotions to himself

All he could think was "I failed as a mother" which only made the things worse

After some time jungkook calmed down as his breath came back to normal. Droplets of moisture began to drip from the leaves.