Frank does the same as I pick up the rest of my clothes "what are you doing" Frank asked, I look at him with furrowed eyebrows "what I normally do when I leave your apartment" I said with a soft confused chuckle.
Frank takes my hand and pulls me down to the bed "but this isn't the usual thing we do, I mean not to me it wasn't" he said, I was so fucking confused.
Frank pulled me into his arms and pulled the covers over our shoulders, ok now I really was confused, Frank never cuddled me, after sex I'd clean myself up, put my clothes in and be on my way.
I didn't question it as he cuddled me and occasionally kissed my forehead or something.
After about a half a hour my phone started ringing, shit it was Mikey "hey Mikey"
"Gerard where the fuck are you, all I needed was a carton of milk, what's taking so long"
I sighed "sorry I bumped into a old friend I'll be home in 10" I said quickly before hanging up.
Frank sighed as I got out of his bed and started pulling my clothes back on "was that your boyfriend or something" he said with a smirk "ew no, that was my brother" I said before I sat down and put my shoes on quickly.
"I uh, it was nice to see you again Frank" I said awkwardly, Frank sighed "hey I'm ordering take out later, d-do you wanna maybe come back"
I bite my lips and think for a couple seconds "I-I don't think that's a very good idea, maybe this is the last time we should see each other"
Frank looked down as his tattooed hands and sighed "right, uh ok"
I left his bedroom and walk down the hall to his front door, once I got to the door I felt Frank grab my hand "wait Gerard"
I turn around and felt lips against mine, Frank pulled away and gulped softly "look, I-I'm sorry for everything that happened, I'm sorry for using you a-and I'm sorry I pushed your feelings away" he said softly, I gulped as he took my hand "I love you" he whispered.
My heart was beating out of my chest, no way he loved me, he's just saying this but I don't think he's that low he'd lie about this.
I'm very confused.
"How do I know you're telling the truth" I said softly, Frank sighed "I-I don't know, I just hope you can believe me, I-I wish I didn't use you, I wish I could go back to the first time you came to my apartment and change what we done, I wish I had taken you out on a date" he said nervously.
I've been wanting to bear those worlds for the past 7 months, but just because I wanted to hear them didn't mean they were true.
"Please Gerard, come by around 8 and we can order take out and watch a movie" he said hopefully.
I sighed and nod my head "ok, but this is your only chance" I said softly, Frank grinned and pecked my lips "great, I'll see you tonight" he said before opening the door for me "I'll see you later"
******
Once I got to Franks apartment I gulp and knock quickly, once it opens I see Frank looking absolutely amazing.
Frank smiled and pulled me inside "hey cutie, I'm glad you actually came" he said before kissing my lips.
Once we got to the living room I noticed that the apartment was a lot cleaner than I've ever seen it.
We sat down and Frank turned on his Xbox "what do you wanna watch, you can choose" he said as he handed me the controller, my eyes widened slightly as I took it, he never let me pick the movies.
I picked a horror movie that just came out and wanted to see if it was any good.
"I already ordered the food, I got you chow mien, I remembered you said you liked it" he said, I smile softly "y-yeah, I said that ages ago"
Frank smiled and turned towards the tv, I done the same and we watched the movie.
A couple minuets later I felt Franks arm wrap around my shoulders, I gulp and moved a little closer to him.
About half way through the movie there was a knock on the door, soon Frank came through with the food and I sat up, he put everything on the coffee table and went to grab us some forks.
When we finished our food, Frank wrapped his arm around my shoulder again while the movie was coming to an end.
"I should get home, it's getting late and I've got work tomorrow" I said softly, Frank nods his head "ok, well, could you maybe unblock my number, I'd like to see you again"
I felt like I may regret this but I agree "do you want me to drive you home" he asked, I told him I didn't wanna be a bother but he insisted.
On the drive home his hand was on my thigh, it was quite nice.
Once he pulled up the drive I felt myself growing nervous "well uh thanks for driving me home"
Frank leaned over and kissed my cheek "text me" he said and I couldn't help but smile "yeah, I will"
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