Missing Him [ Shawn Mendes ]

Hateful Yet Grateful

"Thank you guys for coming, I love you Dallas" Shawn waves and I run towards him and give him a tight hug

"That was so amazing honey" I giggled into his shoulder as he stood there with me in front of the flashing lights and screaming fans

"I love you so much" Shawn kisses me lightly but his kiss screams a thousand words

Like, fuck me, kiss me, I love you, oh guess what a kiss! Look at our tongues together talking, mmm taste like vanilla babe, lemme grab that ass, opps i grooped your ass, arg boner!

"I love you more" I mutter in between kisses, fans start to roar causing us to both walk off the stage and into the dressing room area

"Okay, so I am going to be at Meet and Greet want to take pictures with me or take pictures of anything" Shawn put his precious guitar in his case

"Eh, I'll do something probably talk to some fans get to know them, I hope Tamara is here" I thought of one of my fan friends Tamara I had met but I never got her number

"Who's Tamara" Shawn opens the door for me like a cute gentleman and we both walk out towards the meet and greet picture area

A large group of fans started screaming and taking pictures "Shit" Shawn muttered silently "Can you guys get in a line, a line please" Shawn tried to tame the crowd

I laugh loudly and walk off towards a corner and grab my camera "Um, hi Sammy can I get a picture with you" I girl asks me

"Oh totally, what's your name damn you are really pretty" I smile at her

She was really pretty, she is like a perfect flower you can pick and just love it forever "My name is Reagan"

"Jesus Christ, it is an honor to take a picture with you, you are just really freaking pretty" I squirm as she blushes and takes out her phone

"You are nice, why doesn't Emily like you anymore" Reagan's question takes me back

"Wait, you mean Emily Hernandez" I furrowed my eyebrows

"Yeah she is apparently mad or not your friend, fans said you said some shit behind her back it was probably fake because Madison said it wasn't real" Reagan shrugged

"Oh sorry for wasting your time" I do a funny pose with her as she snaps away

"It was amazing meeting you Sammy" Reagan hugs me and I hug her back

"No it was amazing meeting you" I smile at her excited figure

Why is Emily mad at me what did I do, I would never be bitchy to her unless I am joking

Maybe its just the hate pages making edits if me calling people out "Hi Sam can I get a picture" a short girl with noticeable eyes asked me nervously

"Sure you can, I love your eyes" I looked into her gorgeous green orbs "They are like lily pads"

"Thank you" She pulled out her phone and we both posed for it

"Sam, do you love him" The girl points to Shawn in the center posing with a fan, Tamara!

"Yeah I do, I don't know love but I know I love him" I blushed when he flashed a wink at me

"Listen, I need to tell you something" The girl sighs sadly "I am the owner of one of your hate pages, I was here tonight to cuss you out but I saw how nice and sweet you are I couldn't do it, I'm really sorry" She frowned

"Hey that's okay" I laugh lightly "Alot of people judge me but I get used to it, but still its okay, I'm a normal girl just like you, I love everyone even the people who dislike me"

"Thank you Samantha" She hugs me

"I love you" She lets go and walks off

Wait! Didn't I just see Tamara, Tamara Never comes from awkward

"Shark bait" I muttered silently, I look through the large crowd now being held back by weird pole thingys

Walking into the crowd, I try and spot a redhead girl, with glasses and a piece of paper

"Excuse me please, Tamara!" I yell shuffling past the girls and a few boys

"Sammy, is that you" I hear a familiar voice ask me from behind making me turn around

My little redhead standing in the corner with her own camera "Tamara baby, I missed you so much" I hug her

"I can't believe I'm friends with you" She giggled and we both walked back to my special corner

"So how are you and Shawn, a heard a whole bunch of bizz wizz about the break up and now some shit with Emily" Tamara rolled her eyes at her name

"I dunno what's up with Em, it'll blow over when we get back to California" I laugh

"She broke up with Nash a few hours ago its confirmed she removed their pictures of them together and everything" Tamara sighed

"Oh my god, are you shitting me" I choked on my spit "They are madly in love with each other"

"Well I guess not anymore" Tamy frowned sadly "You need to call him, he hasn't been on snapchat or Twitter and fans are getting scared"

"Okay I will, I'll see you later" Tamara walks off and I take out my phone

Scrolling through contacts I see his name 'Nesh Grair', and pressed the call button it took about 3 rings until a depressing voice came on "Hello" His voice was werry

"Nash baby, are you okay I heard what happened" I groan "What did she do"

"I dont know what happened, she said she hated you and I just stood up for you then she left me" I heard him crying soundly

"Oh my god Nash, I'm so sorry please don't cry baby" I beg him

What the fuck is up with Emily why is she being such a bitch, and why would she hurt Nash and just leave him like that

"Sammy it hurts alot" I could hear his voice crack "She just left me like its nothing and it hurts alot"

My heart is literally breaking at the sound of his voice "Do you want me to come back, we can watch Captain America like old times and eat ice cream until we barf" I feel a small tear roll down my face

"Sammy are you okay" I hear Shawn's nurturing voice, I reply with a short nod and mouth 'Its Nash'

"No, you don't have to I'll be fine Sammy, thanks though I swear I'll be fine by tomorrow" Nash sniffed

"Just promise me you will not do anything dumb, just watch funny movies and eat junk food it'll make you feel better" I told him reassuringly

"Got it, bye Sammy" Nash hung up

Don't do anything stupid Emily...

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