Missing Him [ Shawn Mendes ]

My Emotions

Currently we were all back at the house

Maggie invited Carter along to hangout. So all of seven of us were just hanging around talking, I missed this, sadly Shawn wasn't here so I was a bit lonely

"Why don't we play never have I ever" Maggie suggested getting up to go and grab a bottle of the unknown

Vincent being the flirt he was, walked over to me and sat down to the left side of me and put his arm on the couch

I gave him a odd look then rolled my eyes waiting for Maggie to hurry up

"Hey guys, how's beer" I heard Maggie yell sorta

We all agreed to it, even though it's bad to see a Drunk Samantha very dangerous

"So how do you like the twins" Vincent's hot breathe blew on my ear sending me shivers

"They are cute, I could get to know the losers" I laughed looking over at them

Grayson was on snapchat while Ethan was on Instagram liking pictures

What shocked me most was a picture of me in a bikini, Ethan went to comments and commented the fire emoji and the heart eyes

Thirsty little boy

Then Grayson was just stalking on twitter, they are some weird boys

"We aren't losers Sammie" Ethan never took his eyes off the screen

"Sure" I rolled my eyes just as Maggie walked in with three bottles

"Here Sammy one just for you, just be careful" Maggie placed the bottle in my lap

Goodie, Only sometimes I like to drink it gives me this crazy buzz feeling

"Okay who goes first" Maggie sat on Carter's lap

Annabel being the dare devil she went first "Never have I ever... lost my virginity"

Pretty much everyone took a drink, expect the twins

"Aw, you guys still Virgin oils" Its evident that Annabel was getting a bit tipsy by just a small sip

"Okay your turn Mags" I points at her

She thought for a second "K, I got it Never have I ever sang" I could feel her eyes glow at me

I think I was the only person to drink at that time

"You sing" Vincent asked smiling at me "Can you sing for us"

All of my confidence was now washed away in a invisible vortex

"N,no I can-" I rushed but Annabel cut me off

"Please sing, I haven't heard you sing since the talent show in elementary" Anna whined

I groan eternally, almost everyones eyes were glued to me

"Okay fine, but just don't look at me" I got up and went inside the kitchen

"Okay promise, can you sing Little Too Much" I heard Ethan say in a normal tone

This is probably the first time I've sang since Shawn left

One...Two...Three.....Four

*Vincent's POV*

I could hear her small self counts

"She would not show that she was afraid" I heard an angel sing causing everyone in the room to start walking towards the kitchen

"Of being and feeling alone was too much to face, though everyone said that she was so strong" Sam's voice was the sound of a beautiful angel deciding from heaven

Maggie quickly took out her phone and started to record

"But they didn't notice that she could barely carry one, Sometimes it all gets a little too much" She hit a perfect high note making Annabel fall back and just lay their as we continued to creep towards the kitchen

"But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up, and you don't have to be afraid because were all the same and we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much" She ended it with a perfect high note that could make any boy cry

When Sam turned around, she looked like a deer in headlights "How long have you guys been standing there" She started to fidget with her fingers

A choruses of 'Long enough' came to reply

"That was amazing Princess" I put my arm around her shoulders making her blush

"I suck at singing" She blushed even harder and started to look down

She must be really funny, because that was pure talent

Soon she will be mine

"No it wasn't, it was perfect" Annabel handed her the bottle she left behind

"Enjoy getting wasted" I winked down at her

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Several shots later, almost everyone was drunk out of their minds, except me and Carter

"Are you coming to the tree" Sammy slurred and pretended to climb a tree

"Okay lets put them to bed" I gestured to the girls and the twins

Carter nodded "I'll take Maggie first"

"I'll take Annabel" I walked over to my drunken sister and lifted her up

"Put me down, I w-want to partyyy" She slurred unattractivly

"Shh, just go to sleep" I walk into a open room probably Nash's and lie her on the bed

"Night moonpie" She giggled half slurred

Then I walk back over to the twins, Eh they look fine

My eyes shift over to a beautiful yet drunk Samantha, I waltz over to here and lift her from the current spot she was sitting in, she started to wrap her arms around my neck making me jump a bit “Shawny why don’t we do this like old times” She giggled kissing my neck

“Sam you are drunk” I try and lower her away from my face

I may like her, but I don’t want to have her this way when she’s drunk and out of her physical state, but if she touches my junk I'm going all out

"Shawn stop, can't we just enjoy the moment and chill" She started to touch my face and cuddle into me

I quickly walk into her girlish room and place her on the bed, surprisingly she grabs my shirt

"Please" Her warm breathe chills my ears

I can't hold it anymore, My inner thoughts broke

Looking into her ocean blue eyes, I find a tint of lust

"Okay, are you going to kiss me or what" She slurred

Taking the risk, I kiss her roughly. I start to lower down to her collarbone

"V-Vincent stop it" She whimpers and I just keep on going then I tear her shirt off her beautiful body

Samantha I know you want me stop trying to deny it...

"Seriously stop it" Her hands try to pull me off but I just continue

Leading my way down, I start to unbutton her shorts "Vincent stop" She yells this time causing me to put my hand over her mouth

She can't do that, she can't toy with my emotions and make me feel like a damn love sick puppy.

Samantha Elliott, you are mine and mine only

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CREEEPY IKR but today is Tuesday the new update is Tuesday and I might be nice and update early for you guys

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