86 - job resignation

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It's been one month and josh has officially quit from his job
He hasn't been accepted for any more jobs and he's been taking that anger out on you
After all you were the one to tell him to quit

But you have been having cramps in your lower stomach and you fear for the worst





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You wake up at 11 am and josh is awake on his phone
You: hey babe
Josh: hi
You: is everything ok?
Josh: Yep
You: alright
Josh; we need to talk though
You: ok
You sit up and he faces you
Josh: I haven't found a job yet
You: ok so? We will be fine
Josh; you don't know that
You: yes I do I have money saved up my mom and dad offer to help
Josh: just cause you wanted me to quit we are now in this situation
You: so it's my fault?
Josh: 100%
You: that's fine I'm fine with that.
Josh: i have to go
You: where are you going?
Josh: out
You: can you take Sam
Josh: no
You: can you at least tell me where you are going?
Josh: OUT! You don't need to know
You: fine yeah but remember we have that sonogram appointment at 2
He leaves not saying another word and you get up.
Sam is at school so you get up and eat breakfast  before getting changed
You head to target to buy a couple things
By the time you come back it's 1 so you drive to the hospital
You text josh asking if he is coming but he doesn't reply

You go in and wait about 15 minutes and the nurse takes you
Nurse: have you had any problems or pains?
You: just little cramps
Nurse: ok well let's check on the baby
She puts the gel on and checks for the baby
Nurse: you say you've been getting cramps?
You: yeah is everything ok?
Nurse: I just need to get the doctor
You: why?
She pages the doctor and he enters
He takes a look at the screen and nods
Nurse: ok thank you
The doctor leave and you turn to the nurse: is everything ok?
Nurse: listen to me very carefully. Just because this happened you aren't a bad person nor are you a bad mother. This is not your fault
You: what happened? Is it my baby?
Nurse: you lost-
You: no!
Nurse: I'm so sorry
You: ok well thank you
Nurse: I mean what I said this isn't your fault
You: yeah it's fine
Nurse: we have a class for the parent going through infant loss

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