~Flashback ends~
"I feel so guilty Jackie. I can't stop thinking of him." i sniffed.
"You'll be okay Zoe. How about we go get ice cream right after school?"
"O-okay. Thank you." i said hugging her.
"So get your butt off the bed and get ready." We giggled.
As she got out of my room, I changed to comfortable nike sweatpants and a "you got me at coffee" sleeve less. I walked to the restroom seeing my puffy eyes and messy hair. I flipped my hair and tied it to a messy bun. Then did my bathroom routine.
I walked out looking like I was ready to sleep. I don't really care how I looked when I go to school. I ignored peoples judgements and be carefree.
The only friends I have in this school are Jackie and Nate. They are the only one i trust in North Hollywood High School.
*honk honk*
I looked out my window seeing Nate in his car downstairs. It's our everyday routine. Jackie comes in the morning to wake me up and wait for me to get dressed, then Nate picks us up.
If you think that we're poor to not afford a car in 17. We can. But I don't trust myself driving one. Im scared I might kill someone with it. Accidents remind me of Connor.
But I have to overcome my fear, right?
So my mom made me study all those driving stuff I need to know.
She talked to the DMV about my drivers test, which will be in three weeks. Great.
As I ran downstairs opening the door.
"Goodbye Luke! Be good with Mary. I love you!" I kissed his forehead.
"Byee" his little voice squeaked.
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When we arrived school, I was terrified. I get attacks in the hallway a lot, because so many people watch me as I walk and give me bad looks.
I cry a lot... A lot
Im serious.
I walked into room 13 (6th Period)with a book in front of my face.
Hearing people call me "faggot" "bitch" "fake" and things you don't wanna hear.
"Ms.Collins, I see your late. Hurry and take your seat please." He announced.
"Haha finally. That bitch got embarrassed. Oh wait. She's been for the rest if her life." i frowned slowly walking to my seat.
"Hey, you alright?" the guy beside me whispered.
"Does it look like I am?" I picked on my nails.
"No, im sorry." he responded.
"Zoey and Damien. Please stop talking." Mr. Mclemore said.
"So.... Your names Zoey. Huh?" he still continued talking.
"Shut Up. Didn't you hear the poor old man. He said be quiet."
I mean... He is kinda hot. And his name. DAMIEN. Hot name for a hot guy.
"You have a beautiful name Zoey." he smiled.
"Okay.. Thanks... Just listen to the teacher..."
He was quite annoying but sweet at the same time.
"What did I tell you two?" The teacher said frustrated.
"To Shut Up." Damien said, "bitch."he whispered.
"Okay!! Thats it Damien! You two! Detention tommorow during Lunch."
He slightly screamed.
As I heard the bell ring, I ran out frustrated at Damien for getting me introuble, when I wasn't even talking. (its relatable tho. Haha. It happened to me few times.) And didn't bother to appolagize. Wow. What a rude guy. Maybe if I start to ignore him, he can stop bothering me.
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Hey guys! I didn't really write much today because im soo tired from school. I hate my PE teacher so much. He made my class and I run 7laps around the big field. Great. That guy seriously wants to kill us.
Hopefully you guys liked this chapter! Please Comment for Suggestions on how I can improve on writing, so i can write more for you guys. I'll be updating (possibly) everyday. But anyways, have a great day guys!
-Kacey
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Teen Fiction"I see you've stoped eating again. Anexoric bitch." "Stop being someone who your not." "I felt nothing, so thats what ive become." "Your so fake. You pretend to have attacks just to get attention. Whore." "Why don't you just fucking kill yourself."
