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by Nezu-de-rat-satan

by Nezu-de-rat-satan

Sooooo um hi! Sorry I have been updating this really slow.

Right now I'm just going through some mental health problems; like my anxiety and depression has been really really bad. It also doesn't help that I can't open up to my parents about it. Because when ever I mention my anxiety they are always like just pray to God and he will take away your anxiety and depression! And I'm over in my brain like NO IT DOESN'T HELP WHEN YOU PRAY!! Like praying doesn't magically help my anxiety and depression!

It also doesn't help that I'm questioning my sexuality and my gender.

And I can't tell my parents about this stuff because they are very homophobic. And I can't talk to my friends about this cause they are also homophobic and if they tell anyone at my school word will get to my parents and the principal. And I will most likely be kicked out of my Christian school (where my only friends are). (A

its cause I have no social life, due to my bad social anxiety)

So about my sexuality and stuff.... I believe I am bisexual and nonbinary or gender fluid. So um I need help on which name I want , if if you guys can comment on which name is your favorite then I will probably start having people call me by that:) The names will be down below. So please comment on which one is better! Please no arguments!

Name 1: Alex

Name 2: Axle

I just now noticed that they both have the same letters in them! Eh who cares?!

Thank you guys for reading my vent! It was actually very nice to actually say what's on a part of my mind for once in my life!