LAST FIRST NIGHT ( A ThirBea Fanfiction )

CHAPTER ELEVEN

I saw how Thirdy stilled when I ask him that question,I just wanted to know his reasons why he did all of those things,for staying for a day and for taking good care of Davin. Though it was useful on my side,I got to attend my class without worrying about Davin kasi nandyan siya. But the thing is.. I can't let him do this. Even if in reality he has all the right dahil anak niya rin si Davin but still hindi to pwede not when he has a girlfriend and ayoko sa lahat ay ang makasira.

Nagpakawala siya ng bumuntong-hininga bago sumagot.

"To answer you frankly,I don't know. But I just have to do those things dahil hindi.. Hindi ko talaga alam. Feeling ko kailangan kung gawin yun dahil kailangan and the feeling of not being able to that frustrates me". Frustrated niya ngang sabi.

Napalunok ako,and I had to look away dahil alam ko,alam ko kung bakit siya nagkakaganyan. Davin is his son and they're internally connected. I shook my head.

"You can't do this again Thirdy,wag ka ng pumunta dito sa bahay at yang iniisip mo sa isip mo lang yan.. how can you feel that way when you are not even..c-connected t-to my s-son?". Pilit Kong inararaos ang panibagong kasinunggalingang yun.

I saw how his expression harden but his eyes won't lie,nag-iwas ako ng tingin ng makita ang lungkot doon. Please Thirdy this is the best for you and for my son.

"Y-Yeah,this is just in my head and I'm not really feeling it. Siguro masyado lang akong naattach kay Davin but anyway wala to,siguro nga not coming here would help". Aniya at malungkot na ngumiti.

Natahimik kaming dalawa.

"Bea..". He called me and I swear I felt butterflies.

"Yes?". I answer as I look at his eyes.

"About Davin's father.. may I know him?". Nag-aalangan niyang tanong.

I gulped and think of what to answer.

"You.. don't know him,even me. His just a random gu--". He cut me off with a kiss,at dahil sa pagkagulat ay hindi ko siya agad naitulak. My mind says that I should be pushing him and yelling at him be mad but my heart says how much I miss him this close.

Napapikit ako,and before I could even know it,I was kissing him back. We stopped when we were already out of our breathes. At ng maghiwalay nga kami ay para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig,what was that? Nanlaki ang mga matang tinitigan ko siya pero wala man lang akong nakitang ni katiting na pagsisi sa kaniya.

"Go now Thirdy and forget that this happened because it didn't ". Agad kong sabi at naglakad papasok ng bahay.

I had to focus on my classes because as days and as we move to one topic to another it's getting complicated.At Ang Isa pang problema is walang magbabantay kay Davin because mom and dad are both busy going to Casa or do something important everyday.

So after ng pagtitiis ko for 2 weeks I finally decided to go back to Ateneo even though it's a bit late na,but I really have to if wanted to save myself from further hardship when it comes to managing and understanding my course.

Plus,mas maayos ko ang schedule ko and I can settle everything na. I'm a bit excited about the fact na I'm coming back to Ateneo now. Though medyo kinakabahan ako at hindi ko alam kung bakit. At mas kinakabahan pa ako ng maisip kong hindi imposibleng magkita kami ni Thirdy. After what happened to our last encounter I haven't seen or hear something from him. It was a mistake and a lesson that I shouldn't let myself be around him or else.. I don't want to talk about it.

Days passed and all I did was to think of Davin and my classes. Kaya wala na akong panahon pa para isipin ang nangyaring yun. After 2 weeks ay nagdecide ang parents ko na ibalik Ako sa Ateneo. Kaya naman agad akong nairegister ni mom. I sighed as I open my twitter.