LAST FIRST NIGHT ( A ThirBea Fanfiction )

CHAPTER TWO

It's Sunday! And because I don't have a class today, I occupied myself with chores in the house. Gumawa din ako ng ibang schoolworks ko with of course matching bantay kay Davin. Habang hinihintay kong magstop ang washing machine tumunog ang phone ko. Kunot-noo ko itong kinuha.

Napapadalas ata ang mga calls sakin ngayon? I wondered.

Agad kong tiningnan ang caller,oh it's kuya.

"Hey kuys " ,bungad ko.

"Hi Beadel,kumusta si Davin?".sagot naman niya.

"He's fine,ako hindi mo kakamustahin?" ,Nagtatampo kunong tanong ko.

"Nah,I know you're good,not until I told you why I call". Pa misteryoso naman niyang sagot.

Hindi ko din maiwasang kabahan,he  sounded so serious. And in this kind of tone ng kuya,I know we'll face a serious situation.

Bumuntong-hininga ako muna ako.

"What.. is it?", Kabado kong tanong.

"You have to be back here in the Philippines Bei. We need you here, I mean grandma wants you to comeback now. Grandma's already old and see wants to see you see misses you.". ani kuya sa mababang boses.

Grandma... How I miss that old one,I'm so close to her that it broke my heart to just leave her without saying anything. I was so afraid that I might disappoint her once she find out what happened to me,I'm just 17 back then,too young.

"And also Bei,we really need you here na. Dad's opening a new business alam mo na yun diba? Medyo di kasi okay sina mom ngayon,medyo alam mo na". Ani Kuya

Puro medyo lang ang naintindihan ko. Natawa ako,I know what he mean though.

"Hmm Kuys,you know the reason why I am here at California di ba?". Seryoso ko ding sagot.

Hindi naman sa ayaw long umuwi para tulungan ang family ko, it's just that..

Napatingin ako Kay Davin na tumatawa habang nanonood ng Masha and Bears sa TV,is this really the right time?.

"Yes Bea,I know. I thought of it too. Pero Bei I can't do this alone. And also, isn't this the right time for you to face your fear? Bea I know it's hard,you're thinking of Davin,yourself and him. But Bea please don't forget that you have a family,we need you as much as the two of them do". Paliwanag ni Kuya.

Huminga ako ng malalim, right I have a family. Sumulyap akong muli Kay Davin before answering..

"Okay, we'll be there before dad's opening". Sagot ko at agad na napapikit.

Family..

Narining kong huminga si Kuya ng malalim.

"Thanks Bei,I know it's hard..just tell if you need anything. So,I guess I'll just see you here? Kiss Davin for me. I love you Bea".

"I love you too Kuya". And we hang up

Napakapit ako sa gilid ng pinto ng washroom,just a thought of coming back is already enough para manginig ang kalamnan ko,coming back means facing the world the I chose to leave 3 years ago,and no matter what I told myself,I fear that world. Not only for myself but also for my son. May kasinungalingan akong nagawa before at natatakot ako sa magiging resulta non. Natatakot ako,takot pa rin ako.

Nabaling ang tingin ko kay Davin ng bigla nalang siyang umiyak. Agad ko siyang nilapit at alamin ang rason kung bakit siya umiyak,pangiwi ako ng makita ang ads sa TV iyon pang fresh milk na may mukha ni Thirdy ang can.

Ganyan kasi si Davin everytime na mapuputol ang pinapanood niya dahil sa ads sa YouTube ayaw na ayaw niya yun. Pero mas napangiwi ako ng hindi pwedeng e skip ang ads. Kailangan itobg patapusin.