𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑, 𝗰𝗵𝗿𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗼

𝟏𝟑, 𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄

CRUEL SUMMER !
CHAPTER THIRTEEN

aurora 🤍

astrid💘
help
🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘

aurora🤍
are u okay???
astrid what's wrong
where are you

astrid💘
sorry
the sos wasn't necessary
but i did something bad

aurora🤍
fuck u
what's wrong tho fr?

astrid 💘
soooo
basically
i was with chris and we were just hanging out or whatever
then we were just talking about shit and he tried to kiss me😬
and like idk why but i kinda SWERVED HIM
and i feel so bad
and now everything is gonna be awkward
i was like i'm sorry i just cant
and he was like no it's okay don't worry i'm sorry if i made you feel uncomfortable
LIKE BRO
IM CRYING
I HATE MYSELF

aurora 🤍
astridddd
WHY
whyd u swerve him💔
do you like him??
like fr u can tell me

astrid 💘
idk
kinda yeah
i'm not really sure tho
like i enjoy just hanging out with him and i didn't want to rush anything
bc like every other relationship i've been in just ends so badly
and i didn't want that to happen w him
like i know it's just a kiss but it's also not JUST a kiss
WHAT DO I DO???

aurora🤍
no yeah i get what you mean
i think you should message him and give him an explanation?
i'm not really good w this kind of stuff but yeah
i'm sure he'll understand
like what he said, he doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable and he obviously cares a lot about you

astrid 💘
okay yeah you're right
i'm gonna message him now
thank u
seen

chris 💜

astrid💙🚀
hey

chris💜
oh
hi

astrid💙🚀
i'm sorry

chris💜
what for???

astrid 💙🚀
not kissing u i guess?

chris💜
are u fr?
don't worry about it
i'm the one who should be sorry
i should've asked you first

astrid 💙🚀
no stop doing that
im the one who embarrassed u
so now im apologising

chris💜
it's okay
you're forgiven
even tho u didn't have to apologise 😔

astrid 💙🚀
i did shut up
i just wanted to make sure things aren't awkward between us
and i guess what i'm saying is i didn't not want to kiss you?
if u get what i mean
but i've had relationships that've ended really badly
and i enjoy just hanging out with you right now
so i hope you understand:(

chris💜
i get you astrid you don't have to explain
i'll always be here for you, you know that

astrid💙🚀
you're gonna make me cry
can i tell u something

chris💜
pls don't cry
but yes

astrid💙🚀
i guess I've never told anyone this before
but i trust you a lot to tell you i was in a really shitty place mentally before i met you
and idk i guess it's cool to have someone that gives you a brighter and more happier perspective on life
and like yeah u deserve someone who's willing to be there for you all the time
and i can promise i'm gonna be that person because i still have a lot of off days
but you make me really happy
so i just wanted to say thank you for that :)💜
sorry if that's too much
i have a habit of ranting to people i care about

chris💜
wow
i never knew you felt like that im so sorry
i'm really happy i've made you happy astrid
i'll always be here for you
i love u :)
shit
sorry
i love u like
you're my best friend
sorta
i guess
sorry
i always make things awkward
i'm sorry

astrid💙🚀
stop saying sorry dumbass
i love u too🥰💜

chris💜
okay good bc i was panicking HAHAHAHAHAH
so we're okay now?

astrid💙🚀
yes definitely
i'm flying out to LA tomorrow
last minute decision 😔
i just thought it'd tell u
don't miss me too much 💔

chris💜
oh😔😔
how long for?

astrid 💙🚀
just a week
my manager lives out there and i need to sort some stuff out
but it'll be back before u know it :))

chris 💜
i'll miss u💔💔💔💔

astrid💙🚀
ur so clingy 🙄🙄
i'll see u soon chris 🤍

chris💜
see u soon astrid 😕💙
seen

🚀HEY HEY!
i know you're gonna say i ROBBED you
BUT
there will be an irl kiss at one point so don't worry 🙂🙂
this chapt was kinda DEEP HAHAHAHAH(sorry)