Leave Me Alone

Liar

"Did you miss me?" The woman stood in front of me smugly. She knew I missed her, but I wasn't going to give her the satisfaction of that.

"No, Carmen. I've been doing great without you." "Liar, you know you want to have your way with me, like old times." Carmen walked closer and closer until we were centimeters apart. I could feel her breathe on my lips and it made me nervous, but I didn't show it.

"Fuck you! I want nothing to do with you. You are the one who couldn't commit to us and who played with me for years. I'm never giving you another pleasurable moment, you bitch." I spat.

"Well, that's a bummer because that outburst just made me extremely horny." And with that Carmen smashed her lips into mine and grabbed my neck with one hand while holding my waist with the other. Luckily, I had just enough strength to pull away.

"Ughhh... you said you'd never give me a pleasurable moment, not the other way around. Let me, please." I could see the frustration in Carmen's eyes, but I also saw sincere want. She had never wanted to pleasure me before, so it must have been a trick.

"Please??? You really think I'm gonna fall for that. You were always the receiver in your twisted little game, Carmen. If you really think I'm gonna fall for that, then you've gotten pretty stupid."

"I've learned a few things in the past 5 years, sexy. One for example, is that I'm completely gay. Two, I love to make a girl cum and three... I hate what I did to you. I'm sorry." Carmen's eyes dropped and I saw a tear fall from her face, which made my heart break. I hate myself for wanting to believe every word that comes out of her mouth.

"I don't believe you." I walked towards the bathroom door of the bar. Carmen grabbed me and pushed me up against the wall gently.

"Please, just let me make it up to you, just this once. You don't have to do anything. Just let me show you how sorry I am." Her hand traced against my stomach under my shirt. I looked at her with annoyance, but reluctantly agreed.

"Fine, but after this I never want to see you again. Unless I contact you, I don't want anything to do with you." I said while I saw the joy in Carmen's eyes start to fade.

"Okay, I guess I can agree to that, but I hope you contact me. I've missed you" She leaned into my ear. "I've wanted to know how you taste since I left you."

And with that, she kissed me again. This time I let her continue, knowing this was a really bad idea, but also curious to see if she would actually go through with anything. She had always bluffed about this in our toxic relationship. Always saying she wanted to pleasure me and never actually doing anything.

She continued to kiss me as she slowly unbuttoned my pants and placed her hand between the fabric and my spot.
I gasped knowing she must've actually been serious and I freaked. I pushed her away and ran out of the room.

"Hey, where have you been, babe?" Alicia said as she slid her arm around my back.
"Just the bathroom." I took a seat next to her at the bar and ordered a few shots.
I stared at that door that I had abruptly walked out of for half the night, but I finally was able to take my glare off of it.

My girlfriend, Alicia, was dancing with a few of our friends as I decided to admire her curves. Her legs were long and toned because she managed to prioritize using the gym membership she paid for last fall, which was something I could never do. Her butt had always looked amazing and had never needed any work, but she never seemed to believe me. I watched as her entire body moved to the booming music and at that moment, I wished I could dance. Unfortunately, I was born with two left feet.

"Damn, you're lucky." I jumped in startlement as I noticed my old highschool best friend sitting beside me.
"OH my God, Billie! You look fucking amazing, how have you been?"

"Honestly, I've been better. I just broke up with my boyfriend last night and a certain someone asked me to come here with them tonight. Thing is, I didn't know it was a gay club til I got here. Can you guess who invited me?" Billie asked with an shy voice as if she knew I would blow up if she were here with Carmen.

"Yeah, Carmen. I've already seen her... unfortunately." I say and throw another shot back.
"Well, it doesn't really matter too much. You have a beautiful girl right there and you're over her, right?" Billie asks confidently.
"Umm, yeah, obviously." I said.

Why did I hesitate? I am over Carmen. Alicia is everything to me and Carmen is just a part of my past. So, why was I so easily persuaded by Carmen in the bathroom earlier. I didn't have a single thought about my girlfriend the entire time Carmen was trying to get into my pants.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?" Alicia said. "Oh, nothing. I'm just kinda tired."
"Well, we could leave if you want." Alicia said sweetly. "No, babe. You're having way too much fun and I'm actually catching up with an old friend. This is Billie. Billie, this is Alicia."

Alicia shook hands with Billie and we all started conversating. Somehow we got into a rather embarrassing talk about how I once had a crush on Billie.

"Honestly, I can't say I blame you, your friend here is hot." Alicia said.
"Well, thank you." Billie said.
"Alicia, she's not gay. Stop trying to hit on her. " I said, knowing the look she was giving Billie.

"Wait, I thought y'all were together." Billie said with a confused look on her face.
"We have a 'flexible' relationship. It's actually why we come to this place a lot." I said.

"I'm not sure I understand." Billie said.
Alicia butted in, "Basically, we come here to pick up other people when we're feeling a little wild. Normally Alex comes here by herself because I go to pick up guys, but tonight I'm feeling extra fruity, so hopefully we get lucky. Right, babe?"
"Right." I agreed.

"Well, can I volunteer?" A voice said behind me. The voice made me physically shake because I knew exactly who it was. I turned around with Alicia, who was already eyeing Carmen up and down. Carmen was paying no attention to her nor Billie who was shocked from what she said, but instead she was staring at me with that smirk that seemed to never leave her face.

Damn her.