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Wilbur's Pov
"TOMMY!" I yell out running in the woods "MICHEAL!" I yell again
Tommy when looking for Micheal and never came back...That was two day ago...I've been looking for hours since yesterday I was losing all hope for looking because the wood Micheal went to was not big yet he is not here yet.
"MICHEAL, TOMMY!" I yell hearing something behind me
"TOMMY! PLEASE" I cry falling onto my knees
"WHERE ARE YOU"
"Please...Where are you...i need you"
"Wil?" I hear before getting up screaming tommys name again
"TOMMY!?"I say before hearing it again
"Wil are you okay?" I hear as im looking around to see him...Where is he? Where is Micheal? I hear Tommy though!
"WIL!" He yells...Until I hear it, realizing it far to quickly.
"WILBUR WAKE UP!"
Yeah, I woke up screaming looking around my room to see Tommy on my bed with a worried look. Even since I...Scared him he has not talked with me. He doesn't even try to hide the fact that he backs up every time im near , and he has his brave look even though I know he is nervous around me a bit, but enough to not talk or come close to me...But after I found out he had my book and I try asking for it he just looks at me dumbfounded like he has no clue what book i'm taking about...i swear I wanna yell but I don't wanna scare him to the point where...He leaves me
So I try looking for the book myself looking for it everywhere in his room...Ranboo seems to stay in the house and I can't always look for it only when he visits Micheal and Tubbo. I thought Tubbo had it as well so I went to check before remembering he could have put it in a ender chest
"Damn it..." I breath out
"Uhm..." I snap out of my thoughts as i remember Tommy was here...Talking with me
"Oh...Sorry" i say
"Philza want you to come eat bre-" he starts before of course i ruin the moment with my big mouth.
"Tommy please..." I breath out looking down fidgeting with my fingers
"I just want my DAMN BOOK!" I shout bitting my tongue along with my hopes of him forgiving me.
"I-I mean i want to just...." I sigh looking up seeing he backed up looking at me with a "What the fuck?" Look that he always does thinking that he doesn't know what or where it is
"I just came here to tell you come down...I have to go" he said heading to the door
"Where are you going?" I ask
"..."
"Why do You care?" He asked me making me snap at him standing up
"BECAUSE I DO TOMMY YOUR MY BROTHER"
"LIES"
"TOMMY! OF COURSE I DO! STOP ACTING LIKE YOUR TOUGH CAUSE YOU ARE NOT GIVE ME MY BOOK AND START TALKING TO ME CAUSE I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU, TOM!"
"REALLY? WOW, BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS HAD A FUNNY WAY SHOWING IT"
"OH MY GOD TOMMY GROW UP IT WAS ONCE! I SNAPPED..." I say realizing i did this stuff lots of time to only Tommy and he alway forgives me...I don't blame him anymore
"LIES, LIES, LIES! Oh my god WILBUR WHAT THE FUCK! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!" He said making me feel my heart hurt...he hated me?.... I hate myself so much as well too.
"I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, GEZZ WILBUR I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU ACTUALLY HURT ME WIL!" He said making himself cry. I bit down all the words i wanted to say, as they didn't come out. I couldn't help but tear up.
I can't help but feel lonely
"PLEASE WILBUR GOD I MISS YOU TOO BUT I CAN'T KEEP FORGIVING YOU AND HANDLE YOUR LIES WIL!"
"Tommy please..."
"NO WHY WIL!? WHY DO YOU HATE ME!"
"I...Tommy please I don't hate you-"
"LIER! I HATE MYSELF YOU HATE ME, TUBBO, RANBOO, TECHNO, PHILZA, NIKI, DREAM, BIG Q, JACK...OH MY GOD THE WHOLE WORLD HATES ME WILUR!" and at that point I was balling my eyes out...I stepped closer and hugged him not letting go
"WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME!" He said hugging me back. I could feel him shaking under me before falling to his knees dragging me with him.
"Tommy please listen we all love you...I swear"
"I-I-i can't i...I ruin everything..!I-i mess-"
"Tommy no! You don't"
"B-b-but i"
"Stop...Just hug me as tight as you can" I say before his grip on me got stronger
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Yup lot of angst but okay! anyways the prob next chapters might be a little like this with wil and tom but enjoy! see you next chapter
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How it started (Quackbur)
FanfictionThis story is a Quackbur ship🧍♀️ Plz don't be rude this was my first book but anyways Tw: SMUT, Alcohol, cursing (a lot of it), Angst. Drugs(pills) mention/description of blood, slurs, suicidal thoughts/intentions. Slight abuse/depression and las...
