A few days later she's in the studio and reads her lyrics as members only is watching her and puts the head phones on
"You don't know what love is (ayy, Heavy, turn the beat up, though)
If you don't put up a fight
You don't know what love is (MK, get that shit up, then)
If you don't stay up all night, crying
And I need you to know
You don't know what love is
And I need to you to know, mm
You don't know, oh, yeah
Look, ayy
Put that on God, you don't know what you doing
I feel like you doing shit purposefully (damn)
The dick good, I'm talking real good
But emotionally, you never notice me (at all)
Saying you love me and you only want me
But nigga, that ain't what you showing me (damn)
'Cause, I only feel you whenever we fucking
That ain't how this shit supposed to be" she raps
"But, you ain't ever had real love (you ain't ever)
You ain't ever had a real bitch (real bitch)
Them other hoes only wanna see what you about
'Causе you mine, lil' nigga, that's it (that's it)
It's obvious he ain't no good
And I ain't no good at letting fuck niggas go
I know I said I wasn't too proud to beg
But this timе I ain't begging for a soul
Prod' a motherfucker, when you know that nigga wrong
Only time you hit me, if I put it in a song
If this ain't what you want
Last time, I said last time
You really could've left me alone (on God)
I blow up your phone, and you say that I'm tripping
I'm doing too much when I go off on bitches (man)
I'm insecure when I'm all in my feelings
Fuck with me or not, it don't make me no difference (I'm good)" she keeps rapping
"Ooh, too much
I feel like I'm always in your way too much
You do what you do 'cause I take too much
I'm still reminiscing on the way that we was
You expecting me to stay when there ain't no love?
This ain't what I need
Best friend telling me she think that I should leave
Don't tell me that you want me, you don't mean that shit
You don't know what love is 'cause you ain't seen that shit, man
You don't know what love is
If you don't put up a fight (oh-oh)
You don't know what love is
If you don't stay up all night, crying
And I need you to know
You don't know what love is
And I need you to know (oh-oh, damn)
You don't know, oh, yeah" she raps while looking at jahseh
jah slowly licks his lips at her. he could tell she put her heart into it
"Look, I done been through too much shit (too much)
And this time, I just wanna hold niggas accountable (yeah)
I'm blaming me 'cause a nigga gon' do what he
Please if I'm steady allowing it (it's my fault)
Got on your feet and I said I was proud of you
I'm the main reason these bitches acknowledge you (I am)
Had to ball, likes and them bitches that follow you (uh)
Over this nigga, I promise I'm tired of you (uh)
I ain't the same bitch that I was when I met you (I'm not)
Made a bitch cold when I should've been left you (I should've)
Know you had control, started fucking with my mental (damn)
You wanna move on, I swear to God, I'ma let you (you can go)" she keeps rapping thinking about him and her
he thought about all there good moments; sexual moments; and bad. he regrets anything he did to hurt her. he wishes he could take it back, all back. hes been treating her wrong. disrespecting her. they werent even dating but he claimed her anyways to keep her to himself.
because he was miserable.
weak.
crazy
psycho
abusive. over dumb shit.
he needed help. and he got it. but his personas continue to take over him. they are are just calmer.
