part 6- the pain never goes away

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During Thursday a day before there date Yasmeen was drunk kissing some guy at a party and she tries to get up as she stumbles around as the video passes of her kissing the random boy pass around Instagram. She gets up and walks to jahsehs house and comes in "jahhhh" she burps "I'm homeee" she says

he ignores her and proceeds to watch her stumble around.She looks at him "jah fucking answer me" she says getting upset.he continues to ignore her.She bumps into things and falls "ow fucking help me!" She says yelling.

"nah, I think I’m good where I’m standing .. clean yourself up. when you wanna stop embarrassing a nigga on social media and act right I will. you really pushing me because about right now I wanna punch you in yo shit but I’ll sit this one out” he got out and walked away.

"Fuck you" she yells angry at him.“nahh, you prolly already did enough of that tonight” he aired back. he was upset that she would do such a thing but he’s a thug he’d thug that shit out. embarrassment was never something he wanted to endure. especially when he was trying to make her his.

"I will beat your fucking-" she says but gets cutoff by throwing up all on the floor and on herself crying. He sighs and walks up to help her. he hated women that acted out when drunk. a big turn off for him

"Don't touch me" she yells and cleans it up herself taking her clothes off going to take a shower. he huffs walking in the guest room. jahsehs life is caotic. he shouldnt have messed with her. doesnt know how to act. he was gonna seek revenge but he decided not too. but most likely he was gonna get her back

She gets out the shower 10 minutes  later and comes in there "baby I'm sorry" she says laying by him."move" he mumbled firmly."No you can't be mad at me forever" she says kissing on his neck

"get off" he said again but louder. she wasnt getting it. hes been going easy on her but she goes out and does un lady like shit like a hoe. he wasnt feeling that. its a turn off for him also."No baby please forgive me I'm sorry" she says and lays on top of him kissing his lips.

"bruh .." he sighs loudly getting out of the bed. "your drunk sleep that off" he said nonchalantly grabbing his car keys "ill be back later" he said walking out the room

She looks down at her feet and looks up at the ceiling crying herself to sleep.he made his way to skis house and seen aia was with him. they were all dressed up like they came back from a date.

She turns over not being able to sleep good and just invites Von over "Von we can only be friends because jahseh will get mad" she says looking at him.

Von looks at her upset and says "ight".
"wassup fatass, wassup äia" he greeted ski but greeted a little flirtatiously. they both didn’t notice but she did kinda catch jah’s eye a bit. she seemed to respect herself a lot

Von looks at her smiling "I wasn't gone leave my bestfriend anyway".“wassup nigger, whatchu up too?” he said while rubbing äias waist

She smiles at von and turns on a movie while they watch it and she falls asleep.“getting away from yas. I’m starting to regret messing with her a little" he said the second part under his breath

Von smiles at yas and puts a blanket over her kissing her forehead falling asleep too."i might stay the night man" jah said . "well turn ur tv up loud then idc what u do" ski said

The next day she gets up and cooks breakfast putting it on some plates.jah pulls up, tired wanting to go back to sleep.Von sits down eating his breakfast "thanks yas" he says

"No problem" she says smiling at him.jah walks in and ignores them both. ofc he was gonna kill him now. he just wasn’t making that known. but rn he was too tired to come up with a plan now

Von hugs her and leaves.She puts jahs food in the refrigerator and looks down holding her stomach and runs to the restroom and throws up.

jah stirred in his sleep.She yells "fuck" and sighs laying down by jah "still mad".jah ignored her still as he slept peacefully. Imma take that as a yes" she says sighing".he continued ignoring her.

"Jah if you don't say some I'm gonna cut myself or take some xans" she say very upset that's he's ignoring her.“mhm try it i guess" he sighs getting up from the bed. It was clear she wasn’t going to let him sleep in peace.

"Babe how many times do I have to say sorry I was drunk" she says.“leave me alone” he says starting shower waterShe follows him and kisses him "jah please forgive me" she says sad and upset.

“okay” he said pushing her away. he was beyond mad so he only way he controlled himself was by ignoring people.She sighed and grabbed a blade "whatever don't forgive me I'll just go fuck off and cut myself" she says walking away.

he followed behind her naked amd grabbed her arm. "stop with that bullshit! you acting like you weren’t just twerking on niggas like 6 hours ago all on social media embarrassing me and shit” jah yelled at her

"I was drunk Jahseh I said sorry" she said crying cover her face she didn't know why she was getting so emotional.“it’s what they all said ..” his other side started to come out. flashbacks started going off in his head. “

"Jahseh I would never do something to hurt you stop comparing me to your exes I fell in love with you and I'm fucking serious!" She yells as her mood swings are off the roof she does not know why they are like this.he pauses and just kissed her deeply.

She kisses back and wraps her ego around him pulling away "jahseh I think I'm pregnant" she says."Just think about it my boobs ache,I'm having crazy ass mood swings and I've been throwing up and your the last person I slept with so it has to be you" she says concerned

"oh fuck .. I’m already a father" he thought about it. hes always wanted to be a father to someone."But I think I wanna have an abortion" she says looking down.

“the fuck- NO yas. I know it’s super early for you to be pregnant but you’re not about to sit here in my face and tell me you’re about to abort my baby that we made together" he got defensive."Jahseh I love you and I really want us to have a baby but we're unfit to  be parents I'm always at parties getting drunk bot controlling myself and you obviously have things going on.

" well figure it out yas. but abortion NO".She nods looking at him and kisses him.

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