I went on a search for happiness
I went in search for that long lasting euphoria
The kind that is thrown in our faces as the norm
The kind of euphoria we get if we only ...
Drink that right cola
Wear the right clothes
Are a size 8
With a perfect husband
And 2.5 kids
But is that just a fantasy
Are we deluding ourselves ?
With the ultimate
Unachievable happiness?
Then one day i sat down and thought
What is happiness ?
Is it unachievable?
A euphoric dream ?
Or The nightmare you woke up from ?
Is it being safe in someone's arms ?
Is it the moment you forget ?
Is it standing on top of a mountain ?
Or is it the climb ?
Is it winning ?
Or is it the marathon ?
Is it the victory ?
Or the battle ?
Is it a moment in time?
Or is it the whole picture ?
Is it living a flawless life ?
Or looking back on the ups and downs
And deciding you wouldn't change a thing?
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ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Behind invisible walls
ŞiirMy story of growing up and being abused in a christian cult leaving and then going on the journey to living, told through a collection of poems... Some works contained may trigger