"PATAGO"

family outing

"what's wrong"

Nagulat ako dahil mag isa lng ako, di ko namalayan andito na pala sya

"Hah wala"

"Ano nga"

"Why do you care huh?"

"We're friends right"

"Yeah Ysa 'friends'... We're just fucking friends" ngumisi ako sa sakit

"What do you mean"

"We're friends... You just say it diba?" Tumingin ako sakanya at tinaasan sya ng kilay

"You know what? I like you na"

"I wish you were sober" kako at tumingin uli sa dagat

"Hey di ako lasing no"

"Then where did you get that confidence to talk to me?"

"I saw you here alone nga, like anlalim ng iniisip mo"

"Yah"
"iniisip kung yaka pa" sabe kong pabulong

"Hahh" ani nya, di nya naintindihan

"Alaa"

"I like you na nga" pag uulit nya

"You never did" kakong sarkastiko

I feel like she doesn't like me kase, sa apat na taon kong panliligaw, she never cared that much, she never express like she wants me

"Now I do" sumbat nya

"That'll never happen Ysa, and you never will" kako.. di parin kumbinsido

"It's happening Shan"

Tumingin ako sakanya sa gulat, I didn't expect this thing to happen, baka lasing lang sya, first time uminom eh, yeah I'm still not convinced but what she says engraved in my mind

"Go and sleep na, you're just drunk"

"I'm not drunk nga!" Tumaas boses nya

"How the hell you say so na you like me Ysa?!, Sa taong panliligaw ko sabe mo ayaw mo magka jowa. Like pinapamukha mo na ayaw mo talaga saken!"

"What are you saying"

"I know thatt.. na wala akong pag asa sayo, pumasok sa isip kong itigil ito but anhirap, I know I don't have any chance Ysa pero I love you a lot, and I can't help but to chase you!"
Nalulunod na ang mata ko sa luha

"I'm sorry, di ko kase maintindihan nararamdaman ko and usto ko na makasigurado dahil ayoko naman na mabokya tayo, that it should be love. Not infatuation, you know that. Years after years na panliligaw mo, do you think di ako nafa fall? Yeah mukhang hindi kasi ayaw ko ipakita o iparamdam"

"Stop it Ysa, go and sleep nalang"

Tumayo na sya at umalis, mukhang bigong bigo

I'm still thinking, did I miss the chance to have her? Na magiging kami na? I should think well baka sabe sabe nya lang yon, lasing nga diba, pero what if she we're right and she have fallen na nga

The next day.. bumalik ako sa pwesto ko kagabi nang may hawak na kape, like kagabi mag isa ule ako, kulang ang tulog ko kakaisip sa pinagsasabi ng pinaka mamahal ko

"Hoy!" Pagtatawag ni Ysa saken at papunta sya saken
"Oy sorry kagabi, ano mga pinag sasabi ko? Did I say bad words? Sorry talaga"

"Ahhhh.. HAHAHA ,walaaa kinamusta mo lang ako which surprising lage naman tayo magkachat HAHAHA.. then we talked about the party" kako at nagsinungaling, sabe na lasing sya eh, ni hindi alam pinag sasabi, diba tama ako, hindi talaga ako gusto neto and hinding hindi ako gugustuhin