Am I Worth Your Time?

Part 26

Tobin pov

It was the night of my date with Dylan and I was currently freaking out and nobody was home to help calm me down "Tobin, it's no big deal. You're just losing your virginity tonight" I said into my mirror at myself

"You'll be fine. It's just like masturbating..." I sighed and rolled my eyes "No it's not Tobin" I hit myself on the head "What if I'm not any good" I said to myself

"What underwear do I wear?" I rummaged through my drawer "Do I wear graphic?"

"Of course you don't you numb nuts! You don't want to turn her off" I said to myself just going for simple black Calvin Klein boxer briefs

I closed my eyes and talked myself through what my brother told me. The three Cs "consent, communication, and condoms" I repeated to myself over and over again while I got dressed "And don't cum to fast. Relax and control your breathing and you'll be fine"

I picked up my hat and held it in my hands for a little before tossing it back on my desk "Building starts today" i repeated what my dad said the other day

I stood in front of the mirror at my outfit.

I ran a hand in my hair and looked at my room at the candles I had set up to be light later. What can I say I'm a dork for romance.

I made my way to the garage because my dad left the car for me. I drove quietly to Dylan's house down the street and calmed my nerves before I got out of the car with the single daisy I picked from a flower cart this morning

"Consent, communication, and condoms. Don't cum too fast. Relax control your breathing" I said as I walked up the pathway to their front door

I took a breath, wiping the sweat off my hands onto my pants and raised my hand to the door, but it opened before I could knock.

"Wow" was all I said when I saw the angel I call my girlfriend

"Hi" she said shyly with her hands fidgeting behind her "No hat today. Guess I'm special" she joked

"Wow" I said again looking her over. She smiled at me and bounced from foot to foot nervously "You like it?" She asked