Herrscher of Will(Honkai Impact Fanfic)

Chapter 18

(Host1): KIANA!!!

I screamed as I struggled to get up

HoT: You... you're a herrscher... why not join me human?

(Host1): SCREW YOU HONKAI!!!

HoT: Then the decision is made, she threw electric orbs from her wings at me in which I struggled to dodge. I screamed in pain as it touches me... It hurts... It really hurts... I want to be powerful... I don't want to be useless and so the herrscher core granted me powers... It was silly at first, I look like Vergil's Devil Trigger as I open the pandora's box, I came in full power and successfully defeated the herrscher... after that I fell unconscious... The 2 weeks we had... was fun... I thought I'm gonna die

5 months later, I opened my eyes, Kiana look at me with tears, she hug me as tight as she could

Kiana: IDIOT!!

(Host1): 'Ahh... typical Kiana...'

I thought, her bridge and touch interactions were my favorites before... sadly when I came back I was two years late as I want to see her tsundere expretions

She punch me gently as her eyes formed tears...

(Host1): 'No... that shouldn't be... Kiana supposed to be with Mei... not me... I'm... I'm pathetic and her fate is to be with Mei'

I thought, I felt undeserving of her, or so it was just me

2 years later, it happen Kiana was kidnapped by Schicksal after Mei's rescue mission just to keep her monitored... Otto... I thought even in reality I could still forgive him but I did not, I then feel how others players hate him so much... Things had happen, Himeko's death which was unbearable for me, Kiana in Arc City and now... back in nagazora. I couldn't help but cry the endless nights, Mei kept knocking on my door but I refuse... I need her... I want her to be with Kiana, I don't care about the Yuri stuff... I want to see her smile... yet I can't do it myself, I don't even... no I never loved myself..."

Akira: Okay that was dark... uhh uhm I need bit of tissue and so a tissue appeared Akira wiped his eyes. He then went to diary two which was SSS rank in which he cheated by using adam's power

"Diary 2

A year later... I was in hopelessness state, I thought of myself that I was useless, I trained every day and turned out be so miserable. No one has cared for me anymore not even Theresa, Seele or Bronya whom I as well devoted myself to... a voice then called to me... 

???: Mister!

A puppet came to me

???: You look so miserable mister

(Host1): If only I could have stopped it... I wish I stopped it! I don't care if Mei and Kiana will kiss in front of me... I just need Kiana...

???: You look so lost... let me help you

She offered my her hand as so I did. I was then led to the Theatre of Domination and welcomed with Illusive love, false warm welcome that felt so real, I already lost my memory about the herrscher as I only focused on trying to be stronger to finally want to protect those beautiful things in this world. Only then betrayed as I felt my hand tied on by an invisible string lifted me... it hurts so much... I couldn't help but accepted my fate a weapon against humanity... I was useless after all

As I wake up

Kiana was already there fighting against the herrscher of domination, Bronya and Fuka was tied into the fiber that I was in. and then I was then pulled as blood burst out off my body.