I know how it felt to sleep on the pavement.
I know how it feels to have rats try to bite at you while bugs crawl on you.
I know how cold comes like a their in the night worse than frost bite.
I know how it feels to try to deal with loosing it all.
I know what numb feels like.
I know what wanting to commit suicide feels like.
I know what giving up feels like
To know of lonely nights full of pain heartache and strife.
Trials and tribulations wondering how you're going to ever make it out and back on your feet.
Where your going to get food to eat.
I know what it feels like to be there for everyone and to have no one there for you.
I know what hurt looks like
How it sets in the face reflects through the eyes and manipulates the body facial expressions and body language.
I know what hurt feels like late night crying tears emotions full of fear's.
Afraid to be out early morning and after dark.
I know how carrying a weapon for protection felt hearing innocent women get raped quietly praying someone save her and thanking God it's not you.
I know how to have a friend ship end
When you loose one of your homeless friends.
I know how love is felt and how love is taken for granted.
To hear people go from sane to insane
Watching their brains break right before your very ears all you hear is She Said
No
And it's no coming back while your trying to pull forward.
There's no help from helping hands
No support and uplifting.
Cursing and sinning trying to be a winner not a looser. Even though you feel loose as a goose.
You neither forgive or forget who did what to you. You hang on to it like it's your bodies clothes and your spoken language.
I know how bittersweet taste old food tastes to have food thrown on a plate rotten and it stank.
To be looked at and judged by your flaws hurts pains and alls.
I know how it feels to be stole from robbed left for dead.
To have a part you stollen and never for it to be returned.
I know what going from somebody to someone meaning unknown one.
I know what no one feels like looking yourself in the mirror not seeing who you really are and how harmed looks on you.
I know hunger and I know stomach pains growling of insides body spasms being weak slow to speak because you don't have food to eat nothing warm to penetrate body warmth and heat.
I know how it feels to be grateful and mistreated so hateful.
I know how to have a home feel like
And how to loose a home feels like.
I know what housed to homeless is.
