Roommates with Benefits

Don't hate me

Marquis pov:

I hope she doesn't hate me...don't hate me, baby, I just wish she would hear me out.

I knock on her door and she surprisingly answers it, I can see her belly a little and it takes everything in me not to feel it

Sierra: Can I help you?

Marquis: Can we please talk

She rolled her eyes but stepped aside so I could come in

The place looked different, her tv was on the wall now and her dining table is gone

She now had stools by her counter and that's where I saw a bowl of cereal not touched

Sierra: I was about to eat before you came

Marquis: oh you can-

Sierra: no, I lost my appetite just talk

I sat down on the couch and she sat on the end away from me

Marquis: When you told me you were pregnant, I was scared and nervous

Sierra: So you left? and got with another bitch? that makes sense ...good talk... get out

Marquis: no, I can't tell you what I've been doing since you told me but I will...once you forgive me

She scoffed

Sierra: who is she?

Marquis: you know already

Sierra: just tell me anyway

I sighed ...

Marquis: she was my best friend for a long time but when she did that...I told her to stay away from me

Marquis: I was confused ...I've been in relationships

before and she never did anything like that, I don't why she did it

Marquis: she tried to justify it by saying, you should have had more trust in me ...and not assume when you don't know what's going on

Marquis: I left after that and blocked her on everything

Sierra: mhm ...she loved you

Marquis: then why didn't she do that with the other girls?

Sierra: maybe she saw something different about us

I thought about it and then it made sense...those other girls ... I didn't

love them... I wasn't in love with them. Sierra...I love her and I'm in love with her and that's what made her do that

Marquis: okay...so after that I -

Sierra: I know what you did after that, thanks

Marquis: Of course

Marquis: Don't hate me for leaving

She laughed ...

Sierra: I don't hate you, you would know if I did

Marquis: I love you

she looked shocked and then she started to cry

Sierra: leave please ...I'm tired 

I walked over to her and gave her a box with some baby stuff in it

Marquis: just look at them for me ...okay

I left and went to the matching ring my uncle owns and beat the shit out of that hanging doll

Uncle: aye aye -

he had to yank me off of it ... I fell down and started crying

I haven't cried in a long time but seeing the hurt and distrust on her face broke me

Marquis: Please God ...don't let her hate me

Sierra pov:

I cried for about three hours and then I opened his present for me

It was a teddy bear, some bottles, receiving blankets, and some books

A letter for the baby girl or boy baking in my stomach

I cried some more and put his gifts in the nursery I made for the baby

I took all of my clothes in my second room and put them in my room so the baby can have their own room

I called my mom and asked her for advice

I know what to do ....but should I? he could just do it again

should I believe him? even when he has proof...I just don't know

I don't hate him ...but I also don't trust him

I just want things to be the way they used to be ...I'm scared

The end.