COLOR RUSH ► jaesahi

twenty-seven ♡

He doesn't want to force the japanese to open up because he knows how much it'll make him uncomfortable.

He was about to leave when a voice stopped him from walking away.

"Jae.." That voice, if only he knew how much it made the korean's heart wanted to beat out of his chest. That soft and sweet voice he wanted to hear everyday.

He was forcing himself not to cry. For 2 days, he never felt like missing someone so much all of his life.

He didn't cared anymore as he closed the door and immediately ran towards his mono.

"What happened to you? I'm sorry, Asahi. I was being so selfish that time, I should've considered your feelings. I didn't mean to make you feel like that. I'm sorry" Asahi suddenly felt bad now that he started to see tears building up on his eyes.

He never did anything, it was him.

"No, it's not your fault" Asahi replied with his usual gentle voice that made the korean at ease.

Asahi couldn't help but to giggle upon hearing his probe sob the moment he replied. Other than Jaehyuk's flirtatious side, he also concluded how much he was loving and soft-hearted man.

He is indeed lucky to have him as his probe. Who'll understand him even though he was full of insecurities and fear.

"Why are you crying hahaha" Jaehyuk immediately tried his best to wipe his tears.

"I'm sorry.. I really thought that you hate me"

"If there was someone who should be hated, it's me"

"No! Why would I'll hate you"

"Because I'm a coward. I let my fear affected my system, my perspective, us"

Jaehyuk still understand him after all, he knows being a mono takes a lot of courage to love someone. Things can really happened so he totally understand his mono.

"Yoon Jaehyuk, I want you to listen to me first. You're only allowed to say something when I said so" Jaehyuk being obedient he is, he nodded while wipping his tears off.

Asahi had really thought of it that's why he was gone for almost 2 days. He wanted to contemplate and make sure to think of everything.

"First of all, I wanted to apologize. I know there were times that I had been really selfish and hurted you. I'm sorry for being a coward" He never blamed Asahi for everything.

"I'm sorry if I keep on running away from you. I was so afraid that I might bring harm and hurt you, but looks like I already did. I was so afraid to admit that I felt something for you. I feel like everything was wrong"

"I thought it wasn't possible to have someone the same gender as me to be my probe. I never believed in them at first. But seeing how much we connect with each other"

"I still think that soulmates concept is childish but maybe it wasn't just any speculation, maybe some of it was true.."

"Because I already have you"

Jaehyuk literally wanted to cut him off and wanted to hug him for saying such things like that. He's still weak for his mono.

"I'm sorry that I kept you waiting. I'm sorry from running away from you that day. I was really confuse that time and I was blinded with fear. Sorry for leaving you"

"Maybe we could try it out?"

"Wait bub, are you sure? If you don't-" the latter was cut off from his sentence when a soft pair of lips on his.

The korean was left with his eyes widened and stunned.

"You said you wanted to be mine, how about we make that happen?"

It still feels like a dream for Jaehyuk. Finally, after all the heartbreak and sadness he felt, it was all paid off with his mono.

"I'm allowing you to make me see the colors over and over again and at the same time, I'm willing to give my forever to you. Thank you for everything, Yoon Jaehyuk"

"You don't know how much I love you" Jaehyuk said as he pulled the younger for a tight hug.

"Well guess what?"

"What?"

"I love you more"

The korean's smile widened and kissed his mono's cheeks.

"I will always be thankful that you're my mono. Thank you for letting me take your forever. I love you"

to be continued..

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(I can't believe that I forgot to update the last chapters oh god. I'm sorry for waiting too long omg! But EPILOGUE NEXT!!)