Trouvaille Discovery (T.R.A.V.E.L SERIES # 1)

Chapter 40

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"Are you pregnant?"

Napipi naman ako sa tanong niya. Do I tell him? Pero gusto ko pag may naaalala na siya!

"Is it mine?"

Ulit niya na seryoso na ngayon ang mukha at mariin ang tingin sa akin na para bang wala siyang planong pakawalan ako ng di sinasagot ang tanong niya. Natulala naman ako sakanya dahil sa tanong niya.

Natauhan lang when he cleared his throat.

"Kanino pa ba?" Mahina kong tanong, nanghihina at nasasaktan dahil sa pagdududa niya.

"I don't know. Your other men?" May galit na sabi nito.

"I don't have other men!" Naiinis na sabi ko dito.

"How would I know? You were gone for days, maybe you were with him." He shrugged but anger can still be seen on his face.

"I was at work!" Sigaw ko rito.

"And you didn't even go home here? Where were you going home? To your other men?" Mas lalong sumama ang tingin nito sakin at ang galit sa kanyang mata ay para bang sasabog na.

"I was in Baguio! What the hell?!"

"I doubt that." Malamig na sabi nito sakin.

"Then what are you believing? That I'm with other men? That I'm fucking other men and I'm pregnant with him? Okay, fine! I'm cheating on you. Okay na? Narinig mo na ang gusto mong marinig?" I shouted at him, tears started falling from my eyes.

"You finally admitted that." Malamig ang boses niya.

Napaawang naman ang labi ko dahil hindi makapaniwala. Yun talaga ang iniisip niya? Pano ko magagawa yun? Siya lang ang mahal ko, I'm trying my best to stay with him kahit kailangan ako ng company at ng kapatid ko tapos ito ang tingin niya sakin?

Nagkulang ba ko sa pagpapakita ng pagmamahal ko? Alam ko namang wala siyang maalala tungkol sakin pero reasonable ba yung ganyan ang isipin niya tungkol sakin?

"May naaalala ka man o wala, you really know how to hurt me with your words." Naiiling na sabi ko dito at agad nang lumabas ng kwarto.

I left him. Bahala siya jan, andami kong gagawin, wala akong oras para suyuin siya. Why would I? Nakakainis siya!

When I arrived at the company, I busied myself with meetings and papers.

I didn't go to the hospital for days and went home to our house. Mas okay na rin dahil napapakalma ako pagnakikita ko si Kael.

Napapangunahan na rin ako ng pagiging emosyonal ko kaya di ako napunta kay Agezho. I feel so hurt and maybe because I'm pregnant kaya parang gusto kong umiyak nalang ng umiyak everytime I remember him and his words.

"Ate?" I heard him knock on my door so I opened it. "Can I sleep here?"

Agad naman akong napangiti sakanya. I immediately carried him and placed him in my bed. I lay down beside him and covered us with the blanket. Niyakap niya ako with his stuff toy sa gitna. I caressed his hair hanggang sa makatulog siya.

It's almost a week nung huli kong makita si Agezho at mag away kami. Unti unti ng nawawala ang inis ko. I wasn't mad at him, I was just annoyed and hurt. Because he's doubting me.

I can't get mad at him because I know he's saying those words because he doesn't remember me, if I was in his situation too, I would really have trust issues. Especially if someone suddenly introduced herself as a girlfriend.

I hugged Kael and forced myself to sleep. Tomorrow's a Sunday so I don't have work. I was able to catch up with my paper works kaya di na ako nadadamihan ng gawain.