Fix Me || Nardo Wick||

FOURTEEN

damn she gone make a bitch cry

"Destiny you gone make me cry" i said & she gave me a hug.

"i honestly do need somebody to fix me. it's like i'm stuck & don't wanna move on after Ej. I just wish things would have went differently. But thank you for helping me. idk how you be preaching love & shit when you got 3 boyfriends & they all kill people." i said making her laugh

"i have niggas wrapped around my finger but imma settle down soon. i'm still young it's dumb to be in a relationship & i haven't even experienced the full single life" she said

"yeah i feel you. Me & Jamon was together in high school so i never really been single since i was allowed to date." i said

"yeah well maybe you need to be single right now but leaving Nardo in the blind about your feelings & being jealous that he with other people ain't gone help nothing. " she said

"well i guess i'll talk to him. " i said

"ain't no you guess tell him to come right now i'll leave" she said getting on her phone in guessing ordering a uber

"well damn, okay momma destiny" i said getting out my phone & calling Nardo

"Hello" he said sounding like he was sleep

"umm hey, you was sleep?" i asked

"yeah, wassup tho" he said

"um can you come over really quick i wanna talk in person" i said nervous

"you at home?" he asked

"yeah why you ask that?"

"cause ion remember that room"

"oh cause me & Des is finishing up the baby's room & we painted the walls"

"well alright im omw" he said

"okay bye"

damn should have asked him to bring some food. i hope he read my mind

"alright sister my uber here, bye i love you" she said

"byeeee i love you too". i said & she left out the door.

i went to my room & cleaned up a lil bit & waited for Nardo to come

after about 40 minutes he finally made his way here & knocked on the door.

i ran to the front door & opened it letting him in & he sat some Wendy's on the counter. & his keys & phone

"i got yo fat pregnant ass some food cause i know you be hungry" he said taking the food out the bag

"thank you so much cause i'm starving & i was gone ask but i forgot" i said grabbing my food & starting to eat.

"slow down the food not going nowhere" he said sitting next to me starting to eat.

"you not funny" i said

we ate in silence & whipped off where we ate at & threw the trash away. 

"so what you wanted to talk with me about" he asked sitting next to me on the couch putting my legs on his lap.

"i just wanted to say that i love you & really appreciate you that's it" i said making him smack his lips

"don't piss me off. i know you ain't make me come all this way for you to say that" he said

"wellllllllll. so Me & Des was talking about my love life & she was just saying that she can tell that we want eachother & wanna be with eachother but i'm getting in the way of that & that i need somebody to fix me & its you" i said he nodded his head telling me to keep going.

"but she also said that i've been in a relationship my whole life & this is the only time i'm been without a boyfriend that i should stay single but also express how i feel to you & i agree"

"so tell me how you feel" he said really interested in what i was saying

"Nardo i really fucking like you like a lot. But then i think about us being together & i think about Ej & my baby & how bad the world would judge us. I think about all your girlfriends & the drama it would bring into my life. I want to be with you so bad but everything else is saying no it's a bad idea" i said

"who gives a fuck what everybody gots to think about us. Imma be there for Lil Ej if we bestfriends , together or not even on speaking terms . I wanna be with you too, actually wanted to be with you since I saw you but seeing you with Ej i had to fall back. i still think about Ej too & how fucked up it is that i have feelings for you & y'all have a whole baby. But  the way i feel about you, the whole world can hate us & imma still wanna be with you." he said holding my hands

"I want us to be a thing but i don't wanna pour my crazy life onto you. I'm naming my baby Emani & another thing, if you gonna cheat on me whenever we do decide or if it happens, don't because i cheat better." i said making him laugh

"nah ion cheat, & im ready for you & yo crazy ass life . i want you and Emani in my life. & I wanna say im sorry for bringing ole girl to yo birthday thing, i was jealous as fuck seeing you with ole dude. and that girl who was at my house that day, she just popped up. i didn't even know she was coming. I killed Cece btw & That Jamon nigga next" he said saying the last thing fast.

"you really killed that girl?" i asked

"yeah you told me that's what you wants to happen so i got it done for you."

"i was joking but now that you actually did it i'm okay with it. but you not killing Jamon, thought i didn't hear you huh" i said

"that nigga is a walking dead man. i don't know why you brought him anyway." he said mugging me

"because he's a life long friend & he was only in for winter break but he gone back now." i said

"yeah he better be back gone" he said rolling his eyes looking a way jokingly making us laugh.

"i missed you" i said laying my head on his shoulder staring at nothing.

"i missed you more. shit was killing me not talking to you." he said

"I love you" i said looking him in the eyes

"i love you too" he said kissing my lips

"i need you to help fix me"

"i will ma, i promise"