Bondita- Anirudh's Lost Heartbeat

PART 20 ( Sumati in haveli...)

Everybody gets stunt hearing her every single words and S.m recalls every words of her that she had said on that day to bondita....

S.m - main jaanti hu ki maine galti ki thi lekin tu apni maa ko itni badi sazaa degi..

Bondita - sazaa??? Nhi toh main toh satya bata rahi hu.... Or maa toh aap apne ko kahiye mat... Are jaanti bhi hai ki maa kya hoti hai... Are aapne toh uss din mujhe chodd diya tha lekin jab main iss ghar ko chodd kar gyi tab mujhe meri tarini kaki mili unhone bina kisi bhed bhaav ke mujhe maa jaisa pyaar diya, apni beti se bhi jyada pyaar kiya yaha tak... Mujhe apne saath tab rakha jab aap sab ne mera saath chodd diya tha.. Wo hoti hai maa jinhone mujhe pala ya janm nhi diya tha lekin ek maa ke pyaar se bhi jyada pyaar kiya......naa ki aap jisne mujhe janm diya or uss samay paraya kiya jab mujhe aapki sabse jyada zarurat thi...

main jaanti hu ki tu mujhse gussa hai lekin aisi baate kyu kr rahi hai... Lekin thik hai meri glti hai toh or maine tera dil toda hai toh main bhi tumhe manana jaanti hu... Said sumati and was going to hold her hand but she moved away...

Bondita- gussa or aapse....nhi toh.. Hum gussa toh usse karte hai na jisse hum pyaar karte hai ya fir humara usse koi rishta ho lekin anjaan logo se kaisa rishta... Or main aapko jaanti bhi nhi hu toh main aapse gussa kaise karungi...

S.m - yani main tumhari kuchh nhi lagti.... Tum meri beti nhi ho...

Bondita laughed and said- beti..??? Nhi toh main aapki beti thi lekin aap bhul rahi hai ki aapne 5 saal pehle ye bhi kaha tha ki main aap par sirf or sirf ek bojh hu... Bojh hu main... Toh fir aaj aapko uss bojh ki yaad kaise aa gyi...

S.m - tu mere liye kabhi bojh nhi ho sakti meri bachhi... Uss samay halaat hi kuchh aise the ki mujhe kehna pada...

Bondita- haalaat ki baat aap na hi kare toh achha hoga sumati das.... Kyuki haalaat kitni bhi kyu na buri ho koi bhi maa apne bachhe ko bojh ya fir paraya nhi karta hai... Jaise aap ne kar diya tha uss din mujhe...

S.m cried - tujhe jo kehna hai keh dena lekin ek baar meri baat toh sunn... Ek baar mujhe gale lagane de tujhe... Ek baar bas ek baar...

Bondita - main bhi uss din aise hi tadpi thi or keh rahi thi... Ki dekh maa dekh tere jamai Babu ne kya kiya hai... Kya galti ki hai... Dusri shaadi kar li... Bol rhi thi main ki maa inhone apna wada toda hai.. Lekin tune... Tune kya kiya... Tune toh sidha mujhe hi galt kaha..... Mujhe barrister babu ki zimmedari kaha tha uss din or chodd diya tha yaha mujhe akele rone ke liye...ek baar bhi nhi aayi thi mujhe gale lagane, mere aashu pochne, mujhe pyaar karne.....( and shouted)..
Toh aaj kis haq se yaha aayi hai aap.... Kis haq se aaj mujhe apni beti maan rahi hai....kis haq se apne aap ko maa keh rahi ho....

S.m - bondita tu meri hi beti hai toh isme haq kaisa...

Bondita- lekin aap meri maa nhi ho kyuki usi din meri maa marr gyi thi or ab mere liye naa hi mere baba hai or naahi koi maa ..... Dono mere liye marr gye hai... Main anaath hu.....

S.m- aisa mat keh meri bachchi...

Bondita While controlling her tears - kyu na kahu main....kyu nhi.....Pehle barrister babu or ab aap maafi mang rhe hai....kyu maaf karo main unhe... Jisne uss din mujhe paraya kar diya tha or aaj apna keh rahi hai... Jisne uss din mujhe kaha tha ki wo meri liye mar gyi hai wo aaj mujhe apni beti Or apne aap ko maa keh rahi hai.. Jisne uss din mujhe akela kar diya wo aaj mujhe pyaar karna chah rhi hai..  Ye sab sirf dhokha hai....
Ab sabko meri yaad aa rahi hai lekin jab mujhe sabki jarurat thi uss din tab koi nhi tha... Nhi tha koi mere liye...nhi tha....
Lekin isbaar me kisi ke bhi baat me nhi aaungi...

S.m - ye tu...

Bondita - maaf kijiyega lekin aapke karan mujhe deri ho rahi hai... Aap jaa sakti hai ya fir apne bete se baat kar sakti hai... Dhanyavaad... Ab aap mera raaste se hatt jayiye... ( and went to her room and cried hard....)

Here, Sumati falls on her knees crying...

Sampoorna shouted - pisi...

Everyone runs towards her...

Sumati - sab meri galti hai... Sab meri.. Aaj meri bachhi ne mujhe maa maanne se mana kar diya..... Itne saalo se uske aane ke intezaar me thi lekin aaj jab mili toh wo toh mujhse bhut dur chali gyi hai... Bhut dur...

Sampoorna- pisi sambhaliye apne aap ko... Kahi dur nhi gyi hai wo... Yahi hai humare pass..

T.K- han bas gussa hai humse isiliye aise bartaav kar rahi hai... Warna abhi jo usne aapko bula hai usse use bhi dukh hua hoga hum jaante hai...

Sumati - nhi aisa nhi hai...ab nafrat karne lagi hai wo mujhse....

Somnath- nhi kaki... Bondita ke andar bas gussa hai nafrat nhi kar sakti hai wo kisi se....

Anirudh - ye sab mere karan ho raha hai sab kuchh ... Naa main shaadi ke baare me sochta, na apne iss yojna me maa ko samil karta or na hi maa ko uss din wo sab bolna padta bondita ko... Or naahi aaj bondita ye sab kehti... Sab meri galti hai...

Sumati- nhi jamai babu galti meri bhi hai... Ek maa hoke main apni bachhi ko samjh hi nhi paayi or use bhut kuchh bol diya..

Binoy- ab jo ho gya use hum badal nhi sakte hai lekin ab aage kuchh galat na ho iske liye prayaas toh kar sakte hai na.... Sab sudhara jaa sakta hai agar hum fir se try kare toh....

Batuk- hmm baba bilkul sahi keh rhe hai... Main bondita ko jaanta hu wo abhi nhi maan rahi hai lekin dhire dhire sab bhul jayegi... Lekin uske liye ab hume use aisa mehsoos karana hoga ki ab hum uska saath nhi chodenge....

T.K - Haan or ab koi bhi galti nhi karega jisse uska dil fir tut jaaye.....

All nodded and after sometime sumati maa also left the haveli....

Here in bondita's room,

Bondita was also crying because whatever she said today and shouted she can't even imagine to said these barsh words to her mother.... But situation made her to say...

Bondita to herself - kyu.. Kyu har baar sablog pehle mujhe chodd dete hai lekin baad me apna haq jamane aa jate hai.. Kyu kyu kyu dugga maa....
Lekin nhi isbaar main kisi ke bhi baat me nhi aaungi... Kamzor nhi padungi.... Kisi ko maaf nhi karungi...

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