𝐷𝐸𝐴𝑅 𝐹𝑈𝐶𝐾𝐸𝑅𝑆,

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Aʟʟ ɪ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴛʀʏ, ᴛʀʏ, ᴛʀʏ
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Mɪʀʀᴏʀʙᴀʟʟ • Tᴀʏʟᴏʀ Sᴡɪꜰᴛ
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Dear fucken bitches that I'm about to poor my heart too,

I sometimes slow my breathing until mine matches hers and where inSync. It's stupid and pathetic and pointless and crazy.

Fucken crazy.

But I don't give two flying fucks.

Cause Even if I scream 'I love you' a million times it would never be enough. It's to the point where the side effects are stronger then the medication and I know that because now I'd run through darkest of shadows and lay on the hottest star if that meant I got a fragment of her touch. But six or so months ago I could bare to look at her.

Sometimes when I'm not around her I forget about it.

The arrangement.

The Notes I left.

The spell I cast.

The spell that doesn't work on the caster.

But when I'm around her it all floods back to me as if she opens my flood gates with a single look.

And I hate her for that.

I hate her.

I love her.

I hate loving her.

-D.M

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