Aʟʟ ɪ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴛʀʏ, ᴛʀʏ, ᴛʀʏ
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Mɪʀʀᴏʀʙᴀʟʟ • Tᴀʏʟᴏʀ Sᴡɪꜰᴛ
-Dear fucken bitches that I'm about to poor my heart too,
I sometimes slow my breathing until mine matches hers and where inSync. It's stupid and pathetic and pointless and crazy.
Fucken crazy.
But I don't give two flying fucks.
Cause Even if I scream 'I love you' a million times it would never be enough. It's to the point where the side effects are stronger then the medication and I know that because now I'd run through darkest of shadows and lay on the hottest star if that meant I got a fragment of her touch. But six or so months ago I could bare to look at her.
Sometimes when I'm not around her I forget about it.
The arrangement.
The Notes I left.
The spell I cast.
The spell that doesn't work on the caster.
But when I'm around her it all floods back to me as if she opens my flood gates with a single look.
And I hate her for that.
I hate her.
I love her.
I hate loving her.
-D.M
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SIDE EFFECTS OF YOU- D.M (discontinued)
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