i want u

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"i want u so bad" she said to me over the phone

"why?" i asked billie intrigued on what her answer was gonna be.

"i just really like u y/n" she said happily

she likes the thought of you

"billie i need to know you're sure before, i really settle with u"

i'm scared of commitment yes it's true, i hate the thought of putting my feelings out there i'll be so vulnerable.

"y/n ik youre scared but-"

"don't say it i know you've told me a million times u only want me u only like me but so many girls can have you and i need to know at the end of the day it'll be me you chose."

before billie had a chance to respond i spoke up again

"i just need to know i wont get hurt again"

"baby.. i'd never" billie said sentimentally

"everyone says that but actions speak louder"

"i guess i'll have to show u then" she said before hanging up

okayy then.. i thought in my head

i put my phone down on my bed and got up and stretched, me and billie had been on the phone for hours that day and i barely got up unless i was using the bathroom.

"miss her already" i whispered to myself.

i walked outta my room and quietly went downstairs to see my parents talking to each other.

"ello" said my dad smiling before going back to admiring my mom.

i loved that my parents loved each other so much which made me set my standards higher after each heartbreak.

"you doing okay?" asked my mom

"yes i just wanted to say goodnight before bed." i said before hugging both of them

i got a water bottle out the fridge and started walking back up the stairs

"i like this billie girl." said my dad

"dad what" i said turning around on the stairs

"she's good for u." he said smiling

i shook my head and walked back upstairs.

when i reached my room i sat on my bed and checked my phone and saw almost 30 texts from billie.

"wtf" i whispered to myself

i then heard a rock hit my window

i quickly turned around and got up and went to see what it was

i went to open my window

and i saw billie down there with her blonde hair blowing in the wind.

"y/nnnnnn" she whispered yelled.

"billieee" i whispered yelled back

"i told u that u mean sm to me i wanted to tell u in person"

i smiled and rolled my eyes

"billie go home"

she fake pouted and then smiled

"i'll see u tomorrow love" she said before running back to i assume her car

"this girl" i said to myself before closing my window.

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