She's Madly Inlove with Her

PART 58

//ERRORS AHEAD//

LISA'S POV

( 1 WEEK LATER )

Nagising ako nung maramdaman kong may mabigat na naka dagan sa braso ko.

First I thought it was Jisoo'unnie, but when I opened my eyes I saw her, the woman who break my heart...

Anong ginagawa niya dito ?

Miss na miss kona siya, yung puso ko inuutusan akong yakapin siya at halikan pero pinipigilan ako ng utak ko na gawin iyon....

I started to cry again

Hanggang kaylan ba'ko iiyak ? Wala nabang katapusan tong pag-iyak na'to ? Awang-awa nako sa sarili ko ngayon. Ako nalang yung palaging umiiyak at nasasaktan.

Minsan napaisip ako, pinanganak ba ako sa mundong ito para lang masaktan at umiyak. Nakakagod na ang ganto.

My sob continue until Jennie woke up

" Hon are you crying ? " Nag-aalalang tanong niya, bumangon siya sa pagkakahiga at umupo sa harapan ko

Ghad I missed her calling me hon

I whipped my tears and avoided her gaze

I wanted to smiled but the pain stopped me. The picture of her with a man flashed in my mind.

" Don't mind me " I said and sat up not looking at her

" I-I'm s-sorry " garalgal na boses niyang usal

I breathe deeply

" You don't need to say sorry, nangyare na wala nang magagawa yang sorry mo, Jennie " walang ganang tugon ko

Knowing Jennie she didn't want me to call her in her name, she became grumpy everytime I did it

Hindi na siya nagsalita pa

*Sub*

I heard her subbing

Agad akong napatingin sakanya. Nakayuko lang ito habang umiiyak

I felt a pang in my chest seeing her crying in front of me. I don't want to see her like this, nasasaktan ako.

" Please hon let's go home, let's go back what we used to be " she begged looking at me

" I can't " I answered and avoid her gaze

" Hon it's just a mistake. Please I'm begging you, come back to me " she said crying

I faced her

" Mistake ? Jennie you cheated at me ! And let me remind you cheating is a choice not a mistake ! You choose to drink to that f*cking bar and slept with someone !! Now tell me is that a mistake ?! Jennie, kung ginawa moto para lang maka-ganti don sa ginawa ko, well you win ! You win and f*cking hurt me !! " I shouted her

This time I can't control myself. Nasigawan kona siya dahil sa sobrang galit na nararamdaman ko....

She just thinking that it just a mistake ? Damn it ! Mistake is not a good word for what she did to me.

" I didn't did that for revenge, I swear hon I didn't know what happened. After I drink my last shot my vision started to get blurred until I passed out. Nagising nalang ako na nasa ibang kwarto at iba narin ang damit na suot ko. Wala akong maalala na may nangyare samin nung lalake na yun. Paniwalan mo naman sana ako " umiiyak niyang tugon

" Then explain to me that pictures of you naked beside him ? "

Natahimik siya at napaiwas ng tingin saakin