"Then what's the matter baby?" he questioned him running his fingers through Jaemin's hair
"That was uh the first time I uh" he trailed off hoping the older understood what he meant which he did
"I get it baby" he said
"You're my first" he said to himself hoping the older hadn't heard him Jaemin had never been touched by someone let alone ever touched himself, so this had a huge impact on him.
Jeno barely heard him, but he understood what the younger meant he went to kiss Jaemin's cheek, but the younger caught his lips
The two smiled pulling away
"Alright cutie you relax and get cleaned up while I cook us up something to eat" Jeno said leaving the younger to have his privacy. Jeno walked into the kitchen pulling out steak, potatos, and other things. Getting started on cooking he turned the tv on for background noise while he cooked.
Jaemin was walking out of the bathroom when one of their phones went off. After getting dressed
Checking which one it was he saw that it was Jeno's he had gotten a text from one of his friends he assumed that it was the screen said
'Do Do for Doyoung?' he thought guessing he could clearly see the message, but it would be an invasion of privacy if he read it right? Taking a glance his heart dropped reading the screen. Unlocking the phone since Jeno didn't have a password he scrolled back through the messages between the two.
A single tear rolled down his cheek when he heard footsteps coming in his direction, he looked up to see Jeno.
"Hey the foo- what's wrong?" the older questioned walking towards him only to have the younger back away from him
"Was I just a bet to you? Did you play with my feelings just so you could get into my pants!?" he asked throwing the phone on the bed so that it landed in front of Jeno
"What are you talking about?" he asked
"Why don't you fucking read the text message that Doyoung sent you and you'll see why" he said walking out of the room with his backpack leaving the apartment.
"Jaemin!" Jeno yelled going after him shutting the door stopping the younger from leaving
"Don't I can't even look at you right now" he said pissed
"Jaemin listen to me those messages were not about you; you are not a game to me please believe me I really do love you I can't lose you" Jeno said tears filling his eyes as he looked at the younger
"Then who was it about?" Jaemin questioned him looking up at him
"We were talking about a movie we saw two weeks ago how far back did you read baby?" Jeno explained asking the younger wiping his face
"Does it really matter?' he asked
"Of course it does baby because I'd never hurt you like that Jaemin" he said and Jaemin knew he wasn't lying
"You promise?" he asked wanting to cry again
"I swear on all my The Rose albums baby I'd never play with you like that" he said truthfully
"Why were you going through my phone anyway? I mean I don't mind if you do-"
"I was coming out of the bathroom when I heard one of the phones go off and not knowing which one I checked and I never intended to go through it, but I read the screen-"
"Okay okay baby I'm sorry I made you feel that way" he said sincerely
"Don't be it's my fault for just assuming" he said looking down at his feet
"Hey look at me it's okay I get why you did, this is your first relationship and next time you think I'm hiding something will you promise that you'll come to me first?" Jeno asked when his phone rang
"I promise" Jaemin said making Jeno sigh in relief because he wasn't losing Jaemin
"Aw was someone scared thinking I'd leave him?" Jaemin asked wrapping his arms around the olders neck
"Hell yeah I was like it felt like a car door just slowly shut on my soul I thought I had lost you" he said lifting the younger wrapping his legs around his waist.
Jeno answered his phone still holding the younger he put his phone on speaker
"Hey dumbass" Jeno said
"Dumbass? What the hell did I do?" Doyoung asked
"I'm guessing by what you two were talking about I'm assuming his future with Jaemin-si" Jungwoo said in the background
"Yes yes the fuck he almost did" Jaemin said
"Next time be more careful the way you two word things dumbasses" Jungwoo said making Jaemin chuckle
"Yeah" he said
"Sorry" Jeno and Doyoung both said
"Anyways what's up Do?" Jeno asked sitting down with the kola still attached to him
"To see why you weren't texting back" the older said in a duh like tone
"Isn't it obvious he was trying to save his future-ow!" Jungwoo said hitting Doyoung on the back of his head
"I'm sorry I'm sorry, but that movie was so messed up though the way he used that girl was just wrong" he said through the phone
Jaemin felt bad now for accusing Jeno of such a thing he felt sick to his stomach and the need to cry. Feeling the urge to get sick he ran off to the bathroom
"I'll call you guys back later" Jeno said hanging up heading towards the bathroom to see Jaemin getting sick,
"Baby?" Jeno kneeled down next to him rubbing his back
Jaemin sat down flat on his bottom only to kneel over and get sick again while crying. Flushing he continued to let his tears fall
"I'm sorry" Jaemin said covering his face
"For what baby?" the older questioned pulling the youngers hands away from his face wiping his tears
"For thinking you could ever do such a thing" he said looking down at his lap
"Jaemin don't blame yourself please baby it was an honest mistake anyone would've thought the same alright look at me we're fine, we're still together, we got through our first fight baby" he said caressing his face
"You're not mad at me for thinking that?" Jaemin asked
"No was I hurt? Yeah, but like I said I understand why you thought that baby" Jeno said as they stood up.
"I really don't deserve you, you're too good for me" Jaemin said brushing his teeth Jeno chuckled kissing the younger on the back of his head.
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I Married My Boss
FanfictionNa Jaemin was just your average everyday college student with a part-time job as an intern at a big company who was known for his flirtatious personality and sweet smile. One day his parents called to tell him that he's getting married to a very suc...
