Monty Feelings 🐊 ♡ --> 🐻 ♡ 🐰/ FNAF SECURITY BREACH

selfish

MONTY POV

"Remember when I say I like you?... I said  nervously " yeah I like you too bud! "  He said all happy "Its not the like your thinking...." He was confused
Why is he so dense "what you mean?" He said  wait I am  being a asshole... I know that Bonnie and Freddy are together
A second ago me and Bonnie were being buddie buddie now I just try steal Freddy away for him  I really want people to hate me huh? I shouldn't do this I can't do this.. even how much I like Freddy I can't do that 
to a ...friend.. I am so selfish
"What you mean? " The bear said
"I like you in best friend way hahaha " I said happy " me too " he smiled
the  bunny walk towards us by surprise "sup guys " Freddy screamed " you scare me " I got startled as well " well I gotta go nice talking to yall " I said "bye Monty " they both say I walk way but turn around saw them having fun and flirting I couldn't help but chuckled they are really good for each other  and I  walk away i went to my room and remember what I was gonna say to Freddy I couldn't help but hate myself for that I am so selfish I wish I didn't exist and be not aggressive have no feelings towards him I hate everything
I clenched my hands remembering Freddy hugging me
I lay down thinking what should I do
I heard knock I said "who is it? ""It's me dipshit" said the wolf she opened the door seeing me laying down and my room was a mess "holy shit it is mess here " "no shit " I said "oh  yeah the another day you weren't acting like yourself wanna tell me why? " She said "nothing to say really just stress out nothing else" I said still laying down "I know there is something else in your mind " " drop it" I said " come on Monty you can talk to me" she said she's not wrong might as well tell her I got up and said  " well don't make fun of me ok? " "As long it's not something hilarious " she said with a laugh "I keep having this feeling it feels like your heart beating but we don't have hearts but feels like I do  sweating like mad crazy when they are around  like you turn mad shit if someone is by them all the time  and want to confess but they are dating someone else ?.. and feel hella guilty? ..." I said in all in sentence  "holy shit calm down mont who makes you feel this way ? " " I can't say .." "come on you told me almost everything just tell me the name and yes your inlove dork "she said with a chuckle " well it's umm" should I tell her its Freddy that  he's dating someone else pretty sure they want it secret because if they don't want it secret they tell everyone else "I just want know because I saw a TV show wondering how the um character feels" why did I said that made up shit that's obviously a lie Roxy looks  at me suspicious but she let it go "ok I believe you I guess " she growl "but why you wanna know the character feels? "  "Well because I never felt love before..." "Yeah yeah mont don't stress out that much you are gonna be work all out yk? I worried for  you" " thanks Roxy "I chuckled she did as well " I better go before chica gets worried" "cya " "bye" I said she left and closed the doors I stood up and look at the mirror saw the mirror cracked and saw me in it I am the worse I wish it was easy giving up...
I felt asleep
"Hey Monty" said the bear "sup faz" I said "I need tell you something "he fidget his hands  "what is it ? " I narrow my eye brows "i-i love you Monty!" He blushed "WHAT?" I said all flustered "I always love you" he look down blushing "i-i um Freddy.." I was happy but even tho I like it I have to turn him down he gots bonnie I can't do this  I felt something on my lips it was soft and nice I pulled away completely "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" "Do you hate it ?" He said all sad " no I- we  can't do this " "why not ? He said all confused he kiss me again "Monty?...." A familiar voice with a guitary voice I pull away and saw Bonnie all sad and his ears were down ....that was the first time I made some one cry..

I woke up all scared and nervous I look at my hands all Shakey I put my hands in my head that's the worst dream I ever had.."hey Monty" said Freddy I just nod and force a smile
Freddy look pleased seeing me and him becoming friends "ready?"  "Let's do this " I said
I was happy as long
freddy is happy we did our best and it was fun for once going on stage and I play my guitar it's been long time feeling happy and playing my guitar with joy  it was bright seeing kids chatting out my  name and they were  smiling  at us

I be lying if I was not having fun  I remember that dream last night I couldn't focus but guilt came  over me  and I miss up my note on accident Freddy looked at me I played it off and when the show was over Freddy came towards me and ask "are you ok? You accidentally miss up a note " "yeah I good just stress out" I laughed it off  "why are you stressed out you can tell me " "nothing just my favorite show is getting cancel " I laughed "that must suck sorry that your show is getting cancel" "it's alright I being so dramatic you go see Bonnie he's probably waiting for you" I said  "your right thanks and Monty good job bud" he said walking away towards bowling alley  I sigh this sucks.