My Personal Trainer ( BWWM) [#wattys2015]

Chapter Eighteen!

Ciera's Prov:

I can't believe she just walked away like that I can't believe she is actually pissed at me for not loving her like she does me. I wiped away my tears and started waking towards her tent. Before I could unzip it she was unzipping it and steeping out herself. She what walked right past me and was headed to her car.

"Are you really going to act like a fucking three year old?" I screamed at her. I couldn't hold my anger in any longer. I did nothing wrong, she was acting like I stole her boyfriend away from her.

My words made her stop walking and she turned to look at me. At first I could see that she looked sad, then her expression turned to anger real quick. "I have every right to be mad at you." She screamed back at me.

"You have every right to be mad at me. Are you fucking kidding me, you have no right to be mad at me, if anything I have every right to be mad at you!" I said to her as I walked closer to were she was. She did the same until we were only a few steps away from one another.

"Fuck you Ciera you have nothing to be mad about. You have your perfect little boyfriend. While me your best fucking friend has no one. I am the one who has been there for you all these years, not him. I defended you, I took care of you, I loved you and you choose him over me." She started to cry. My natural instinct was to grab her into a hug an sooth her, but I didn't. She needed to know that she wasn't the only one effected by what she said.

"First of all Christian and I aren't dating right now were starting over. Secondly you are my best friend Sarah that's what best friends do for one another. They're there for each other threw think and thin. And they tell each other everything Sarah. Which you choose not to do. That's your fault not mine" I said to her as I felt myself wanting to cry but I held it together.

She looked at me for a moment then she looked down at the ground. "I just didn't know how you would react. I didn't want you judging me. I thought you would stop being my best friend if I told you, especially the part about me loving you " She said in such a small voice I almost didn't hear her.

I didn't think twice, I dropped my crutches and I grabbed her into a hug and held her close. At first she just stood there then after a minute she grabbed me back and held me closer. At this point I could help but cry. I couldn't believe my best friend was afraid to tell me she was gay. Me out of everyone!

"Your so stupid." I said to her as hugged her tighter. I held on for a moment longer before stepping back to look at her. "Your my best friend Sarah. I love you because of who you are. I can't believe you would even think that I wouldn't except you. Your my best friend and I love you more then words can explain. You should know that by now." I said to her as I gave her a bright smile.

"I'm sorry Ciera. I didn't tell you because I though you would freak out about me being gay. I didn't tell you because I knew I had stronger feelings for you. I was just afraid you wouldn't feel the same way, and when you finally found out and rejected me it hurt me."

I couldn't help but feel bad for her I couldn't imagine how she felt but she needed to know that she hurt me as well. "Sarah you hurt me as well. One minute your my best friend, the next minute avoiding me like I'm the plaque. We do everything together, I talk to you about everything, I missed you these past few days. I hated knowing we were fighting."

"I missed you too Cherry." She said to me as she hugged me again. I couldn't help but smile at how this conversation had went. I truly had missed Sarah. She was the one person besides my parents who I couldn't live without She was more then a best friend to me, she was my sister.

"Well thank good that is over, I couldn't deal with that kind of tension the whole weekend." Amanda said causing us to break apart and look at her. I smiled at Amanda. I couldn't help but notice the way Amanda was looking at Sarah. It was the same way I looked at Christian. Then I realized that's why she didn't like me when she first met me, she was in love with Sarah. Talk about a huge love triangle we all had going on. Hopefully this weekend would bring us all closer.