Nakita ko kung paano kumunot ang noo niya, pero maliwanag pa rin ang galit sa mukha niya.
"I cheated on you Roland."
Agad niyang binitawan yung braso ko na akala mo ay napaso yung balat niya.
I saw disbelief in his eyes with a mixture of disappointment.
"I fcking kissed him back, I am so ashamed of myself that I can't even face you or talk to you that's why I let you think that it was your fault so I could keep my distance. I am one fcking selfish btch. But I saw your messages on Skype and I know I messed up big time that's why I just did the right thing to do. I needed to break up with you. I'm really sorry, Roland. Now get out, we have nothing to talk about anymore."
I winced when his fist landed on the wall beside my head. I cannot blink back the tears anymore; I let them fall without breaking the eye contact with him.
I deserve this.
He's fuming.
Pinikit niya yung mata niya and once again he balled his fist.
I can tell na nagpipigil siya ng galit.
Akala ko nung binuksan niya yung mga mata niya andun pa rin yung galit, pero hindi it was cold as Ice, I almost shiver.
"Did you.. did fck him?" He asked. His voice filled with anger and agony.
Nanlaki yung mata ko, I wasn't expecting that. I just said I kissed him back!!! I didn't fck Blake!!!
"Of course not!!! We were drunk that time but he only kissed me... and I kissed him back Roland. I only kissed him back." There's a lump in my throat pero pinilit kong aminin yung kasalanan ko.
Nakita ko kung paano siya pumikit ng mariin,hindi ko akalain na may sasakit pa pala kesa sa nararamdaman ko kanina.
I broke his heart, it's crystal clear.
He's breaking inside.
Nanghihina na yung mga tuhod ko kaya hinayan kong mapaupo na ko sa sahig dahil sa sobrang pang-lalambot ko. "But when I closed my eyes I saw your face and that's when I pushed him." I whispered but loud enough para marinig niya din.
Sobs wracked my body violently. I trembled, my teeth biting down into my clenched fist as I tried to limit the sounds that were clawing at my throat.
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Reckless
RomanceThey tell you in high school that real life is hard, but no one ever thinks it's as hard as it is until reality sets in. Andrea Matthews's life was once perfect. She got the beauty, brain, body to die for, cool friends and hot flings. The only pr...
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