I look forward to it every night.
Where i can take that melatonin to help me sleep. I look forward to escaping my thoughts, fears, and pains and dreaming of the impossible- that any thing is possible. Dreaming of you, dreaming of all the good things in life with no pain. But its only a dream.
Once the sun is reborn the real things come back; all my pain making me want to cry, all my thoughts tugging at my spine, and all the fears i hold so deep inside.
But what if that melatonin was stronger. What if it wasn’t over the counter. What if it lasted longer.
I wonder how many pills it would take me to keep dreaming forever.
