You Deserve Better: August Alsina Fanfic

Chapter Twenty Four

Moments later he got in the bed with me and pulled me closer to him. I couldn't lie and say I didn't want to be in his arms but not today. I turned over and put my back facing him. He sighed

"Come on baby don't be like dat" he said hovering over me.

"Good night august" I said closing my eyes. I couldn't help but to feel like he wasn't telling me the truth. August dumb ass always lying

Friday-12:34pm-Ahmira-

I was sitting on the bed watching august pack. I was sad and mad at the same time. Yes. Yes I took my pills. I was watching him pack his suitcases and get dressed.

"Can't you leave tomorrow " I said folding my arms. He sighed

"Unfortunately baybah I can't" he said zipping up his suitcase. I pouted. "Don't start, ion need you crying befo I leave ma" he said kissing my forehead.

I am a very emotional person. I couldn't help it.

"Come on" he said reaching out his hand. I took it and got up and followed him downstairs. We went outside and stood there hugging each other while Big T got his other bags in the house

"I'm going to miss you" I said looking up him.

"Stop cryin mamas" he said wiping my face. I didn't even realize I was crying

"I'm sorry" I said looking down at my feet. He lifted my head and kissed my lips.

I seen big T bring his bags out and put them in the car.

"We gotta go aug" big T said getting in the car. I sighed and more tears fell down

"Please don't cry baybah" he said while i had my arms wrapped his waist. He wiped my face as I took a deep breath

"Okay okay" I said sniffling

"Ima call you everyday and text to check on you" he said. I nodded while holding him

"Make sho you take yo medicine and Eat mamas" he said. I nodded

"Okay I will" I said. He kissed my lips and let go of me. "Uh mira you gotta let go" he said chucking.

I dropped my arms and he kissed my forehead before walking to the car

"Remember Ight?" he said pointing towards my ring. I looked at it and smiled

"Okay I love you" I said as he got in

"I luh you foreva" he said pulling off.

I watched him drive out the front and I went back in the house. What am I suppose to do without my little soldier. I went to my counselor session this week and went to visit my grandmother yesterday. I looked through my contacts and seen nothing but Chris, Kenzie, Auggie and Chanel.

I groaned and decided to go to the studio. August taught my how to use it a little since he wouldn't be here to help me .

"Okay what's this " I said pressing a button. It immediately blew my ear drums. I quickly pressed the button again and it stopped

"Umm maybe I should call Chris" I said texting him

Text messages
Me: um I need help in the studio🙂

I waited for a couple of minutes until he texted back

Christopher: 😂 I'm on the way

I smiled and say my phone down. I laid back in the chair and thought for a moment about everything. I've been through a lot and I think about it everyday.
Overthinking was a thing I had to stop doing but when I'm alone that's all I do