"Leave" I heard her say after I left

"I said fucking leave" she yelled

I stayed in front of her apartment for a few minutes after the girls left, in hope she'd come, but instead I just heard glass shatter so I left

{ Your pov }

"Woah what the hell happened here?" Shawn asked after he walked into the apartment

"Don't ask just sit down and let me clean this mess up" I said as I rubbed my forehead

"I'm helping you" he said and I shrugged

After half an hour we cleaned everything up and sat down in the living room

"Honestly I just wanted to check up on you but I have to leave now" Shawn said and stood up

"Alright thanks" I said and he left

I sat there for a while, staring at the ceiling and before I knew it, it was 8pm. I decided to get up and get ready to go to a club. I risked it all again and went to the same club where me and Ariana first met. For the third time and we know how last time ended. It was around 9pm when I got inside my car and drove to the club

I sat down at the bar and ordered a few shots tequila. To my luck Dan wasn't the bartender tonight and no one recognized me. I drank three before I felt someone sit down next to me. I turned my head to look at them, it was fucking Ariana

"I knew you'd be here" she said

"You look like you could use a drink" I said

"You too" she smiled

"That's why I'm drinking" I held up the shot before drinking it

"What are you doing here?" I asked her

"I can't answer this question while I'm waiting for you to answer mine" she said and I sighed

"I asked you a while ago, what are we Y/n?"

"Ariana-"

"And you acted dumb and said nothing. I believed you but every time I tried to move on you were right there, kissing me, undressing me, holding me, looking at me like-" I cut her off

"Looking at you like what?" I asked

"Looking at me like I'm your whole world." Ariana said but I was silent

"Maybe you just want me to be as unhappy as you are" she said quietly

"I would never wish that on anyone" she looked at me

"I want you to be happy" I added

"Then look down deep, into the soul I know you have and tell me if what you feel for me is real, or if it's just a game. If it's real we'll figure it out, all of it"

"But if it's not, then please Y/n, just let me go" she said and wiped her tear away

She looked at me with tears in her eyes as I smiled

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