"This looks dope" I said watching the video. August got up and watched it with me. I smiled as I opened Instagram to see people going crazy over the visual. My followers were going up and a lot of people were asking who was I.

"It look coo" he said shrugging.

"Come on you know it looks really good" I said looking at him. Jealousy was all over his face.

"so what you gon do about this music stuff" he said changing the subject. I shrugged

"I don't know. I was thinking about going to the studio today to try something out" I said thinking. He smiled

"You know if you do take dis industry serious you gotta quit strippin" he said looking up at me. I tilted my head to the side

"Why" I asked

"This is a busy business ma. You not gonna have time to strip at night. Late night sessions, interviews, all dat" he said. I sat there thinking. All I know is stripping I never really thought about me having to quit someday. I can't be a stripper forever

"I'll think about it" I said looking up at him. He was so into his phone he didn't notice I was staring. I wanted to ask him so many questions. I bit my lip and took a deep breath

"What's your intentions with me" I asked. He looked up and looked at me confused

"What you mean" he asked sitting his phone down.

"You know what I mean. You are always here with me, letting me cry on your shoulder, we talk for hours literally about nothing, and you care about me. Why?" I asked.

"I mess with you. I don't know what is it but I want to protect you. I can tell that you're broken and not opening up to me about some stuff but I'm willing to be here with you through everything. Im not like these other niggas, I can be intimate with you and not be tempted" he said looking in my eyes. I wanted to cry but I sucked that shit up

"Intimate? But we don't have sex" I said confused. He chuckled

"We can have intimacy without havin sex ma" he said.

"How?" I asked interested. He smirked

"Come on" he said grabbing my hand and leading me upstairs. He went to the bathroom and he turned on the shower water and started taking off his clothes.

"What are you doing" I said covering my eyes. He laughed.

"Do you trust me?" He said. I looked up at him and shook my head

"I don't know what that feels like" I said playing with my fingers

"Let me help you ma. Ight? You can trust me" he said slowly taking off my hoodie. I took off my shirt and shorts and he stood there admiring my body.

"You are gawgous bayba" he said kissing my forehead. I smiled letting my arms down. He grabbed my hand and led me in the shower.

"Turn around" he said. While I was facing the shower head.

I slowly turned around and he began washing my body for me. I stood there as I watched him. We made eye contact for a while as I grabbed a towel and did the same for him. He smiled at me and I smiled back getting comfortable with being naked in front of him. We rinsed off and he washed my hair for me.

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