Second Born (winrina)

Part 29

Winter's pov:

Is this a punishment for me? Is it okay for my heart to break like this? I don't need to go to the place where I will be happy when I already found happiness in one person, is god teasing me? Is this  their plan? You are such a bad person winter, you don't deserve happiness,
I don't deserve karina!

I punched wall while I looked at the  mirror
-I should tell this to karina
I told it to myself while I was washing  my hands

At that moment I knew that I didn't have a choice, there even would be a chance to destroy everything, to tell someone that I am born for a second time and reason is her

-ahhh, fuck you winter!
I said with anger
Suddenly karina said from outside
-are you okay winter?

Without realizing I opened the bathroom door and hugged her
-are you oka-
-shh
I stopped her and hugged her more tightly

she massaged my hair  softly and said
-it's okay win, you can cry
I put my head on her shoulder and cried

Minutes after  we heard happy voices from outside, it was ningning and giselle

I let go of karina, she wiped my tears
-you can explain it later
I smiled at her

-guess who's here!!
Giselle shouted
they rushed to us for hug
-we missed  you guys!
-we missed you too
-let's got  outside now,I'm so exited to see China streets and all
-all lies guys,she's just hungry

Ningning rolled her eyes
-not your business, and yea,I'm exited because it's been a while I wasn't here because of studying in Korea, idiot
-is my baby angry? You know I love when you are like that

Giselle hugged her and pinch her cheeks
-hey stop it~
-ahh you are so cute, let's go I will buy you a every food in China
she drag ningning while both of them were smiling

Karina and I laughed at them then we went outside too 

time skip
-Omg this food is so delicious, I missed China so much
-guys eat fast,we have to go to the cinema too
-okay okay,I'm done let's go now

We went to the cinema, many people was around us, karina,  ningning and giselle are choosing a movie to watch,their bright smile and happy faces, this is a  moment when everything went slow down
If this is not my happy place, then what is

-let's go
Karina told me and hold my hand when I was still in my thoughts

when we sat on the seats in cinema karina looked at me with smile
-I will not give you a chance to be lost when I'm with you

some hot air went to my empty and cold body after what she said, my empty heart is warm for one more time
I smiled weakly to her and looked away

-I'm sorry for loving you, it will only destroy you, maybe we aren't meant to be together
After hearing this sentences from the movie I couldn't anymore

-I-I will back in a minutes
Giselle and Ningning looked at me confused while eating a popcorn
Karina followed me

-winter! winter wait for me
I go to the balcony, I leaned against the railing
And looked down

-winter-
-what do you want?!
I looked at her angrily
-what do I want? what's wrong with you today?  you are ignoring me all the time
-just leave me alone karina
-I won't

I turned to her
-I said leave me
-I won't! I am not going to leave before you will tell me what's wrong
-I will destroy you karina! Just go before it's too late
-you will never destroy me winter! For the first time I found someone I am happy with, you will never destroy me!
-even if I would tell you that I will disappear from you soon?

suddenly snow flakes dropped on my head, the snow all around to me and karina, karina's face and my stopped heart, what I am  even doing?

-what you mean by that?
-listen,I wasn't going to tell you this,but I have no choice, I born again for you karina

Karina sighed
-you are kidding me right
-No, I know this is hard to believe, I swear I'm not lying, not a single word
-and gods sent you here again right
-YES
-you're so funny winter

she laughed then looked me coldly
-as I knew winter, I'm nothing for you, you could just said it, not to say whole fairy tale

as I thought, she didn't believe me, it's so obvious, who ever would believe that

She was about to go when I hold her hand and pull her to hug, I hold her strongly and looked at her eyes, then down on her lips, I hold her face and kissed her carefully

I thought that she wouldn't respond the kiss but suddenly she wrapped her shoulders around my neck and kissed back while she said

-I still hate you..

Author's note:

Love hate relationships 💘 💳