fat people have No Importance :(

chapter 6

my today weight 75kg wtf :(

anyways things takes time :)

BE POSITIVE

ok so my ex will name it mr ex only

with whom I wasted my 6 years called me up

mr.ex- hey wassup

me- nothing much... any work?

mr.ex- ohh no no I was missing u.... was thinking bout the time which we had spend..

me- hmmmm

(because I knw he only calls me up when he has no timepass gal left )

mr.ex- wat bout marriage

me- (emotional) yes the search is on

mr.ex- lets get married

me- silently crying

( because I knw how many times he had lied saying this)

me- when

mr.ex- after 3 years

me- till then wat should I do.... lets get back..

mr.ex- ummm no wnt get back bt I surely marry u after 3 years I ll talk to ur parents.

me- and when is that goin to happen

mr.ex- I told u na after 3 years promise!

me- very good you fcking don wanna be with me, hou fcking don even want go convince my dad after what all you did and I am the biggest moron on this earth to talk to and believe you..how many times do you want to play with my emotions huh.......(crying)

mr.ex- disconnected the call

THIS WAS THE CONVERSATION

huh and I was laughing on myself this guy says that he loves me and wants to marry me!

still whenever I think bout him I just cnt stop my emotions from flowing out...

its not easy.....

its a saying in india

'jaisa karam karoge vesa hi paoge'

which means as you sow so shall you reap......

and I was drowning in my own thoughts what I did...... why with me.... its been 2 years we are not together

but each and every thing is still so fresh in my mind

p.s now I don't love him.... because I have moved on......that was the only choice I had. ...

but still whenever I hear his voice was just get to see a glimpse of him there's thats just a different feeling........