fat people have No Importance :(

chapter 3

so what happened 2 days ago

I went to see a guy

see a guy? yes its an arrange marriage process wher you meet guys talk a bit and decide that do you like him and wanna marry him

ok so back on the meeting

the match maker told mum that the guy personalilty perfectly suits dimple

he's not so thin, he's hieghted and he's a builder by profession

ok so 7 days ago when that match maker told us bout the guy..... I logged in my facebook and started lookin up for that guy

you know that curosity to see how the guy actuallly looks

ok so as I entered his name...... damn the biy looked so hawtt..... and I staryed feeling depressed I yelled at mum that look he looks so handsome an d look at me how bad and fat I look.... he'll surely reject me

ps that time my weight was 77kg

I was freaking out I needed to loose 7 kg before meeting him. I dint wanted to get rejected just because of my looks... and then devil mind started giving me some great easy fast weight loss tips and tricks

and I was like ok so from today I will start general motors diet

and so my 1st day was just eating fruits

which I actually did follow hhahahahha

then the 2nd day zoooppp my weihjt was 76

I was Dancing yaaaayyyyyy

2nd day felt weak bt it was vegetable day

damn I hate vegies bt still how managed to eat little....

ok so I was surfing and I read eating flax seeds helps you loosing weight

ao thats obvious I rushed to the local store got some loose flax seed packet roasted it

and humped on 2 spoon of it

dmmmnnn those were so yikes

still managed to chew it for aboht 15 min and then gulped it

so then came evening again I thought to eat some flax seed I thought that some magic is A going to happen the other day when I would check my weight....

ok so the same process chewing gulping and then cursing it for the worst taste

felt good bt yhen suddenly after an hour or so I started feeling cramps

damn I was getting restless.... stomach ache... vomiting....

just googled over eating of flax seed ..... and then got yo know that this over eating has leaded me to this irritating situation

I thought I should eat my dinner I might feel good bt some y hing opp happened and I puked.... I took medicine and I puked

cudnt even walk I was feeling so weak

this is how my other 4 days went off dint ate anything and weakness was killing me

then came the day when I was to meet my prince charming hahahah

I weighted my self and I was 73kg

fuckkk I was so happy...... and all my weakness just vanished away as I saw my weight

getting ready....

concealers..... mascara.... foundation....ice....brushes....hairdryer

goodddd yhat was a hectic morning and then after 2 hours of fidgeting with these things I was ready and pleased by the way I looked

we went to the hotel real parathas khar mumbai

we waited and then came the boy with his egoist mum and sweet dad

they all sat

I just had a small glimpse of boy looks and godddd he was so so so so so thin

I was getting freaked out I looked at mh mum I whispered I am fucking rejected

she just hold my hands and said no problem lets see

the boys mum asked me so dear whats your height

I said aunty its 5'7

she then asked whats your weight

goodddd I was so embarrassed and I said its 70

ok yes I lied whis gonna tell them ghe true weight I dint wanted them to reject me......

and finally after our conversation

we all said ok thats it our meeting is over

while coming back dad was just so angry

i knew he was upset with my weight and then how that aubty asked my weight he felt so shameful

ok so we came back home

we got a call from that match maker she said ghey said no beccause gal is fat

and I was kike wtf why does looks matter so much anyways I moved on with topic bt I guess dad couldn't he was getting frustrated