2 Years [K.T+M.Y fic]

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[Recording 1]

"Okay... |sigh| let's start at the beginning right? I mean, where else would I for this stupid diary. Fawn thinks this will be good for me and despite this seeming silly... I'm going to try."

That day marked the first in a long journey of self care for the heartbroken young 22 year old nervously fidgeting in his seat. His computer camera facing him directly which acted as a sort of mirror. Allowing him to look really deep into himself for the video and ease him out of the hole he was stuck in on daily basis since a certain day.

You could tell he didn't quite like seeing himself exposed and displaying obvious uncomfortable emotions with the way he kept glancing away from the screen. Though it was this discomfort that was needed for him to actually open up.

He swallows the nervous bundle in his throat before he speaks again.

"It has been at least a month since me and Yoongi have broken up. Still a hard thing to say out loud but, fact is fact. I've lost track of time these days so not sure why I manage to remember that day. But uh... yea I'm not sure what more to say for right now. I think I'll end it here but this is just the first of many. End log.."

[Recording ended]

Taehyung gathers a deep breath after switching off the camera but remains seated there for awhile. Now in the process of gathering his thoughts too. A video dairy every day for the duration of the summer was his therapy exercise. Something proposed by his counselor of a year now who simply helped him navigate his touchy mental health.

And now his recent breakup which took a huge toll on him.

Only time would tell if such a idea would prove helpful to getting him over the one man who made his crazy traumatic world better than anything. Or rather used to...