I'm only 14

Why me...

I'm Staring out the window my mom comes back in the car she slammed the door and I flinched causing the blood to bleed through the towel and leak out my shirt and on the chair
M:honey are you on one of your "days"
Y:mom what are you talking about
M:um hun your bleeding a lot
Y:oh Umm yea I am
M:you bleed out your side in your "days"
Y:oh uh um
M:lift up your shirt
Y:no I'm fine I really DONT th-
M:now
I take my right hand and lift up the side where lexy stabbed me my mom looked at me in horror as she seen the gahas in my hip I start to cry as I I'm in a lot of pain my mom instead we go to the hospital but ofc I didn't want to go she forced me and I got 20 stitches And we are now sitting in the car
M:so who did it
Y:no one
M: obviously someone did it or we wouldn't be here rn
Y:im not saying

m: oh yes you are or your grounded

{at school}

p; gm falcons id like to talk about vilonce yesterday it was brought to my attention that one of our students was stabbed i the lady restroom bahalahalahalhalhahalhalhalhahlb

that's all i heard after that why was my mother like this I told her not to say anything but if she didn't she would get the police involed even tho i hate lexys guts i wouldnt want anyone to go to jail even tho is dating the guy I liked but I'm going to continue to tell myself I don't like him even tho I really really do but I guess I'll never know how he feels with lexy guarding him like a dog I just want to go home now so I got up and left I heard footsteps and I thought it was lexy so I walked faster and so did they I walked even faster till they stopped me by putting there hand on my shoulder I flinched think it was lexy but it wasn't it was junior he turned me around
                      Y:junior???
                        J:hey
                  Y:what are you doing here
J:well I saw you run out and I just wanted to see if you where ok
               Y:since when did you care
          J:cmon Millie don't be like that
         Y: i think this against Lexys rules
               J: lexy doesn't own me
         Y: really is that why she stabbed me fo-
                      J:for what??
        Y:it's nothing forget I said anything
I walk away really fast and go outside and start hyper ventilating I was out of breath I head hurt my stomach hurts as well this was odd everything I was thinking about I was thinking about at the same time why was I like this was it me why me what did I ever do to deserve this it's all my fault I try standing up and everything goes black "what happening" I passed out from what I have no idea.......