I sighed at all the calls I was having. I didn't have the strength to talk; not right now.
I changed whilst in a mindset that was almost separated from the rest of the world.
Overthinking
Jealousy
Hatred
Guilt.
I collapsed on my bed in a frustrated sigh.
I heard a knock on my door.
"Hey love, you decent?" he murmured.
"Shit I'm sorry you can come in," I sighed.
"I'm sorry; I think I might just go to sleep," I whispered.
"It's ok; I get it. I'm gonna go then," he said.
"Oh wait!" I exclaimed.
"What's wrong love?" he questioned.
"Stay," I whispered.
"What?"
"Stay"
"Are you sure my love?"
"Yeah"
"Do you want me to sleep in the guest room, the sofa or the..." he started.
"Do you wanna sleep here; like the other side? My guest room is my dumping ground and your a footballer mate; the sofa won't work wonders!" I laughed.
"Come on then budge up," he laughed.
"Wait don't you wanna get changed out of the highly uncomfortable suit?" I mused.
"Do you have huge joggers," he joked.
"As a matter of fact I do!"
I sprang up to my wardrobe getting out a pair of joggers a few sizes to big.
"You want a t-shirt or summat?"
"Nah I'll be good love"
I looked away for the most part but it was hard to keep your eyes away from his body.
Gosh I sounded pathetic.
"Like what you see?" he mused.
"Shut up Grealish. I'm not one of your instagram fan models," I joked.
He clambered into the bed before wrapping his arms around me into a hug.
"I'm sorry about to today," he whispered; his hot breath fanning my ear taking me by surprise.
"I'm sorry too," I grumbled cozying up to his stomach.
I think he thought I must've have fallen asleep when I heard the words "I love you" come from his mouth. It made a small smile on my face. A small bit of comfort amongst the crap moments of today.
quick authors note- sorry if this is cringe im crap at writing sentimental shit xx
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The door opened to reveal Mason. Fuck. Why did he show up at my door?
"Mason," I coughed shocked.
"Hello Ace," he smiled awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck.
"You shouldn't be here, you should go," I said attempting to shut the door but he stopped me.
"No wait Tanith..." he started.
"Look Mason, it's convenient you show up when I'm about to go on a date," I sighed.
"Oh you're going on a date," he whispered looking away down at the floor. "I broke up with Haley."
"Y'know that changes nothing; you still betrayed me," I said to him making eye contact.
"I swear I didn't tell her Ace," he pleaded.
"Well I didn't tell anyone else so you solve the Mount," I seethed.
The tension grew thicker and thicker and maybe it was fate when Finley started to approach my apartment door.
"Whats he doing here," snapped Mason, his eyes landing on Finley.
"This is my boyfriend; Finley Burns," I murmured avoiding Masons eyes and entwining my hand with his.
All he did was scoff before walking off and leaving me with Finley.
Not how I expected this to go.
i was gonna add more to this chapter but im just gonna make it a whole other chapter so that i could post this chapter in honour of chillys birthday <3
