When The Jock Fell In Love With A Nerd

Chapter 30

Kyle's POV (WARNING THERE IS SOME TRIGGERING CONTENT)-

I took a breath and sat up, knowing this would be a hard story to tell.

"You don't have to-" Noah started but I cut him off quickly.

"Well.. no one else other than Josh knows about this. Not even my parents know what happened. I just feel like I should tell somebody.. somebody who would fully believe me. And I think that person would be you."

I took a shaky breath and began my story,

"I think I was around 14. I wasn't fully gay then, I was definitely bisexual though. I guess I've always had a thing for guys, starting from my fictional crushes all the way to my real ones. But girls, girls were there too. Everyone was hot to me,"

I smiled a bit realizing I was just a horny ass teenager.

"But back to my story. I was out and proud to be bisexual even thought I got some shit for it I've always been a cocky kid and I thought to myself 'there's no reason to be ashamed of it,' despite being Christian my parents were huge supporters of the LGBTQ+.

So I've never had a fear of being shunned out by them. Everything in my life was great, hell perfect I can even admit. It was all until that one party..."

I feel my chest tighten up at the memories and I didn't notice I was shaking until I felt Noah wrap his arms around me. I pushed myself to go forward and continue, it's time somebody else learned what she did to me that night. What made me gag even thinking about dating a woman.

**** TRIGGERING CONTENT - RAPE BELOW, PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, FOR THOSE WHO NEED TO SKIP PLEASE SCROLL TO THE OTHER BOLD LETTERS AT THE BOTTOM. THERE WILL ALSO BE ANOTHER HEART EMOJI ❤️ ****

I walked into Jason's house. He was throwing this party for Halloween and everyone practically begged me to go there so of course I went.

"Yo, Kyle my man!"

I turned around and saw my best friend Joshua calling me over to our group of friends. I wave back and jog over.

"You gonna have any alcohol?"

I shook my head no and my upper lip went up in the corner to show a look of disgust.

"The fuck I look like drinking at 14? I get some people drink their problems away but alcohol tastes like shit to me."

The guys just laughed and called me a kid but didn't try to convince me to drink any.

That's what I loved about my friends, none of them ever pressured me into doing what they do. They call me a kid and tease me but they never ever try to force me to have any.

"Anyways," Josh said grabbing my attention.

"I kinda sorta promised Sarah you'd dance with her for a bit. She's just now finally getting back into the whole dating scene and is super into you. Think you're up for it?"

Sarah is Josh's cousin, I think she's older than us by one year. I turn to look at her and see her standing with two drinks, probably waiting for me.

"Sure, she looks hot enough." I say turning back to Josh as he playfully punches my shoulder.

"Dude gross! That's my cousin!" He says while the rest of the group just laughs at us. I roll my eyes and say a quick bye before heading towards Sarah.