Still In Love | 현진 & 펠릭스 [discontinued]

Chapter.17

No one's pov

"Wait... i remember this place."

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~Flashback~

"I'll catch you Lix!" he said while chasing the other boy "Ahhhh!!" felix screaming "Felix!! I'm tired." said the other. Hyunjin is catching his breath. Then felix walk toward him and giggling "YoU oKaY mOnsTer???" he ask hyunjin,at the other side hyunjin just chuckle "You'll be mine." hyunjin said, pushing felix to the ground and make him top on felix "Hyunji- aahh- that is tickleness!!" he laugh and try to avoid hyunjin which is tickle him "Oka- Hyunjin stop can you."

Then hyunjin stop from tickle him "Let me bring you somewhere." said felix to the taller "Where?" he ask his boyfriend which is laughing "Just wait and see." felix took hyunjin's hand, then he hold them. As they arrive at the place felix let go of hyunjin's hand "Here we are." hyunjin sit on the rock, same goes as felix "Woah.." felix laid on hyunjin's shoulder "I know right." he said while smiling "The scenery up here is

"Beautiful."

They said it at the same time "Babe.." hyunjin said, as felix look up at his boyfriend "This day is really something that i will never forget. I swear to the world that you'll always be mine, only mine. This place is the witness that i swear."

Felix smile. Then felix get up from hyunjin's shoulder and he look at hyunjin "And i swear that i will always be yours, being a good boyfriend, who ever want to seperate us i will fight them! and i'll never let you go. You'll always be mine and i will always be yours."

"Swear."

They said and smiling at eachother. Then hyunjin lifted up felix's chin, his face get closer until their lips touch. They shared a soft kiss

~end of flashback~

Hyunjin suddenly stand up and seems like going back too their house back. Felix left there in confusion. Then felix start to get up and make his way to their house. As he enter the house he close the door softly. He see that hyunjin is sit at the counter's chair while take a sip of his dream

He sit beside hyunjin but hyunjin is avoiding eye contact with him. Felix try to look at hyunjin's face but he can't. Then felix hold hyunjin's chin and make their eyes met. It's not that long after hyunjin close his eyes

"Are you trying to avoiding me?" ask felix to the taller but there is no reponse "Hey you hear me?" hyunjin push felix hand "Are you mad at me?" hyunjin look at him "Are you crying?" felix ask again and again until hyunjin get up and look at felix with a sharp eyes "You really asking me that question?" hyunjin ask felix back "I think we already over it." felix look at the taller and raise his eyebrow "What?" he ask hyunjin with a curious tone "You bring me to the place because you want me to feel guilty aren't you?"

Felix look at the floor then suddenly he remember what is hyunjin talking about "No i don't. I swear." felix said, looking deeply into hyunjin's eyes "Oh you don't?" felix shake his head, still make an eye contact with hyunjin. But then he realize that hyunjin's eyes start to fill with a tears

Hyunjin hold felix's arm. He start to fell on the ground slowly until he reach felix's finger

"I'm sorry i can't keep those swear. But back then i lied to you. I lied that i swear. I don't even do something that make your heart feel better. All i do is break your heart into pieces. You deserves someone who can make you happy. Cause you deserve this world. But i don't do that.. i didn't make you feel like you deserve this whole world. Until one day you try to suicide. Didn't you?. Do you want to know where i know that? Still remember someone named Bangchan? Yeah, he is the one who told me. He is one of my friend. I'm sorry Felix. When i said that you're a special person i really mean it. But did i prove it? i didn't right? i can't keep all of our swears, all of our promises. I'm sorry.. You remember our last fight before our break up? Well you were right"